Sorry this Chapter was supposed to be longer.
But I will write a longer one tomorrow after school.
Promise to try my best (:
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"We need to talk." River demanded in a tone that I did not appriciate.
"River, not now." I said quietly, trying not to upset Isis.
"Now Ramona." He growled waking Isis back up.
"God damn it River." I snapped as I pulled Isis away from me, exposing my boobs to River who couldn't keep his eyes away from me.
I pulled my shirt down, and started rocking Isis back and forth as Aubrey walked in the room with her pacifire. I handed Isis over to Aubrey and she left the room so River and I could talk. I didn't want to talk to him, but he made it very clear that he needed to speak to me.
"Ramona-" He began angerly.
I walked outside, not taking any more chances at making Isis upset. I didn't like leaving her alone with anybody when I wasn't around besides Aubrey. Thank god she was home because River would have had to wait to talk. Once I got outside with River behind me I turned around ready to punch him in the face if he said one wrong thing.
"River don't you dare fucking come into my house demanding to speak to me. You woke up Isis, do you understand how hard it is to get her to go to sleep? I doubt you have any fucking clue what it's like. You can't just run off like the coward you are then come back a month later while i'm taking care of Isis and demand to see me." I yelled in his face.
"I can do whatever the fuck I want." He snapped.
"No you can't. River you leaving killed me more than anything. You didn't call, you didn't text, you didn't stop by, leave a note, nothing. You didn't say goodbye just ran off with your stupid street whore and made a new life for yourself. While I was here taking care of Isis all by myself." I yelled.
"You don't know where the hell i've been or what the fuck i've been doing." He growled.
"Look, what the hell do you want? I have a daughter to take care of." I said crossing my arms in anger.
"She's my daughter too!" He screamed in my face.
"Since when?" I questioned.
I saw his face go from anger to complete sadness, depression maybe even. My sly comment deffinatly hit him, and it hit him hard to hear me say something like that. But I was right, he wasn't there for Isis. She deserved better than him.
"Ramona-" He started.
"Did Nate tell you I can't change anymore? Huh? That I can't change into my wolf and I might not ever be able to change again because I had Isis. I'm weak, a weak little human basically and it's because of what you did. Yes, I slept with you willingly, and got pregnant. But did I ask to have you be an ass hole all the time? Or to leave right after Isis was born? Did I? Did I ask to not be able to change anymore? I definatly did not." I growled.
"Ramona i'm alpha now." He stated.
"I don't care." I snapped.
"I've been changing from wolf to alpha wolf in the past month and a half. My emotions are all wacked, i'm being crazy saying things, and doing things that I don't mean to do. I didn't run off with Clair, she came with me to help me. To make sure that I was okay during the transition." He said.
