𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥,𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤~𝔪𝔞𝔱𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔬 𝔯𝔦𝔡𝔡𝔩𝔢

•𝑐𝑖𝑔𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒•

I look at his cigarette as curiosity consumes my mind.He catches me staring at the cigarettes as he slightly smirks.

"Do you wanna try some."he says eyebrows raised as the cigarettes dangles between his lips.

"Will I die."I say now making eye contact with him.

"Well it depends."he says shrugging it off.

"Fuck it."I say making my way towards him stealing the cigarettes from in-between his lips.I bring it to my lips taking a big inhale as the smoke fills my lungs making me cough it out.

"Wow calm down."he says taking the cigarettes from me into his own hands.
I continue coughing as the smoke makes its way out of my mouth into the air.

"You do that shit for fun." I say catching my breath confused as to why people do this for fun considering I almost died

"I definitely don't do whatever you just did."he says looking genuinely concerned for a second.

"Then what the fuck do you do."I say confused taking a deep breath as oxygen fills my lungs making it better to breathe

He places the cigarettes back in between my lips as I look up into his eyes making eye contact with him as he looks down at me.

"Suck the smoke gently with a long steady intake into your lungs, hold the smoke there for a second, then inhale normally, through your mouth,easy."He explained.

I look up at him with a wtf look clearly confused out of my mind but can't say anything due to the cigarettes hanging out of my mouth.

"Well what are u waiting for."He says looking at my lips where the cigarettes was.

I breathe in as the smoke fills my lungs holding it there for a second then I inhaled normally through my mouth just like he told me.The smoke fills the air as I take a breath of relief.

"That wasn't so bad."I say shrugging taking another puff of the cigarette.

"Told you princess."he tells me stealing the cigarettes out between my lips bringing it to his own.

We both take puffs from the cigarettes for a while while being in a comfortable silence the both of us looking at the stars.

"Hey your not as bad as everyone says you are."I say taking the cigarettes from him brings it to my lips still looking at the beautiful night sky.

"Yeah well then I guess you don't know the real me."he says turning around now leaning against the railing while looking at me.

"Then what's the real you."I say turning to face him with my eyebrows raised.

"Murderer,sycophant,manipulator,lair,
daddy issues,death eater and the list continues."he says stealing the cigarettes from me bringing it to his own lips.

"Is that the real you or is that what you were told to be."I say looking up at him.

He looks into the distance avoiding eye contact ignoring the question.I grow curious as to why he was avoiding the question and wondered what his answer would be but shrugged it off considering it was maybe a sensitive question.

We stand in a comfortable silence as the cigarettes was now done.There was a soft breeze that swept through the tower flowing through my hair.

"Hey imma head out."I say pushing away from the railing now facing him who was still leading against the railing.

"Do you want me to walk you home."he says pushing off the railing.

"Oh what a gentleman."I say turning around making my way down the narrow stairs him closely behind.