𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥,𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤~𝔪𝔞𝔱𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔬 𝔯𝔦𝔡𝔡𝔩𝔢

•𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑣𝑎𝑙•

The moon was shining on the lake making it look unreal. There were swans swimming from one side to the other with their baby's behind them and it gave me a calm feeling.

Me and Mattheo were currently sitting on a bench that looked out on the lake. It wasn't far from my house and I would come here often to take photos of the extraordinary oak trees and fascinating wildlife that roamed the area.

I stormed here to calm down and collect my thoughts because it felt like I was about to burst open with anger and the power inside me was tempting me.

Me and Mattheo had been sitting on the bench for about an hour just talking about random shit and to be honest, it was nice.

I could tell he didn't want to tell me much about his personal life but I did learn a lot about him tho. Things that I would never believe if he hadn't told me.

He told me about all his hobbies and interests and it was really fascinating to know all these things about a person I didn't even know was capable of emotions.

I have heard the whispers in the halls and the looks of people when he was near. Things that I couldn't even phantom to be real.

People spoke of him as a monster. People feared him like actually were scared of him to death and that didn't sit right with me because, well he did horrible things,you should know the person behind the dark void eyes that had a life.

His life was torture. His childhood was robbed. His innocents.His image. He was robbed of himself and his life.

We sit in a comfortable silence. The sound of moving water, crickets and the sound of the wind flowing through the air fills the silence.

"Do you have weed on you?"I ask blankly turning my head to the boy who sat beside me.

"Always."He says with raised eyebrows looking back at me causing me to get lost in his dark eyes wondering where the void beneath them led to.

"Gimme."I say putting my hand out.

"Your crazy if you think I'm giving you weed right now."He says searching my eyes.

"Why you gave it to me before and besides I want to forget about my bitch of a mom and sister."I say rolling my eyes breaking eye contact.

"Fine."He says while reaching into his pocket pulling out the same cigarette type of thing along with a lighter.

I look back up at him with a satisfied smile on my face.I take one of the cigarettes and put it between my lips looking back up at him waiting for him to light it.

He looks at my lips for a moment too long before he finally lights the cigarette for me while looking into my eyes.

I turn away from him and lean my back against the chair bringing my legs to my chest while smoking the cigarettes trying to get my mom off my mind.

"So you haven't told me what happened in there yet."Mattheo says stealing the cigarettes from my lips and bringing it to his own smoking it while looking at the lake.

"My mom was just being a bitch telling me shit that was not true and I got mad and went off on her and she kicked me out no biggie."I say shrugging my shoulder looking out over the lake.

"You got kicked out."He said concerned putting the cigarettes back to his lips.

"Yep."I say stealing the cigarettes from him and bringing it back to my lips inhaling the smoke and exhaling slowly.