Emilys P.O.V
I feel guilty. I broke JJ and Derek up. I don't even want him anymore why did I do that. I don't want to live with this hurt anymore, this guilt. I love JJ. I love her so much. I can never have her now. Its over for me.
I go for a walk around my street. Its 8:00 pm. I brought my blades with me with hopes of throwing them out. But im not strong enough. Instead. I cut every inch of my body, arms, legs, ribs, hips, back. Every where. Im bleeding. Im bleeding and there is blood all over the curb im sitting on. There is so no one around to help me but I dont mind it. If I die ill be lucky. So I just sit here. Alone.
The next thing I know. Im blinded by white. I say my last words...I love you JJ. I can hear one thing. A ringing sound. Then. I see her. JJ. Standing over me "Emily! Emily! Don't die please. I love you." Even with those words I fade away in her arms. Im finally free.
