Emily's P.O.V
When I'm on the field... I dont know anything else its just me, and I like it that way. Most of the time. Sometimes I will be looking at a peice of evidence and start thinking of JJ. She doesn't come with us because she is the communications liaison. Then she's all I CAN think about. Its really difficult to focus when you love somebody all of your attention goes to them then suddenly your thinking of all the reasons why you love that person and your mentally drained and you get so tired and you just want to sleep. I obviously cant tho. But thats okay i would rather think of JJ anyway.
Derek came walking by me and saw that i wasnt thinking straight. He asked me if i was okay and i told him yes. Is it normal to love someone then fall in love with someone else at the same time. I dont think so.