JJs P.O.V
I see her in her casket. Her shoulder length dark brown hair. Curled to the tip. She has so much make up on even though I always think she looks beautiful without it. The casket Hotch picked out was a shiny black with red leather on the inside. Her body fit like it was made for it. Which brings me down because we are all going to die someday and some earlier than others but damn. This is to early! I...I never got to kiss her. I didnt get to laugh with her one last time. Its something I will always regret. Im guilty for her death. I didnt see how she really felt about me and I shouldve noticed. Now shes gone and shes never coming back.Hotchs P.O.V
Wow. This is all to much. I don't know what tomb stonw to get her. I dont know what to put on it. I dont know anything anymore. Honestly shes my favorite memeber on this team. I would be upset if anyone from the team died. But her more than the rest. She somehow always made me smile and I never thanked her for it. I have so much planning to do in so little time its overwhelming. I wasnt even this upset when my own mother died. Emily is like my other half. She was the glue that held the team together. Now there is no glue. We are falling apart one by one.