No Trivia - THE CONTINUATION

Love won

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No Trivia – The continuation

Chapter 13 – Love won

Tori's POV

Right after hanging up the phone with Jade, I turned and glared at Trina. "Seriously Trina, you sold me out for 20 bucks and a bouquet."

Trina quickly scoffed. "I didn't sell you out. I merely took a few bucks and the promise I'd get the bouquet in return, for making sure that no one slept with you before the wedding. Any chance of me feeling bad about that, went out the window, the moment I found out, you hired Cat to do the same thing."

"Well uhh...."I started to sputter before, Trina cut me off.

"Yeah, well uhh...it's obvious, you're just paranoid and crazy as that Goth Lunatic, that you're about to marry."

"I thought you and Jade were getting along."

Trina nodded. "Oh yeah, we are. We're getting along fine and I think we have managed to understand and respect each other. That still doesn't change the fact, that she's a lunatic. But she's your lunatic or at least will be, in a few minutes."

Feeling insulted, my face turned hard. "Are you saying I shouldn't marry her?"

"No, not at all. She loves you; you love her and you'll be happy, I'm sure of that. And I'm happy that my baby sister is marrying the woman of her dreams. It's just that you're both nuts and you've both been living in your little bubbles of reality and it took you to get a head injury to knock some sense into both of you. It's simple, when you're together, everyone is happy, yourselves included. When you two are apart, you both make everyone around you, just as miserable, as you both are. I can honestly say, you two truly deserve each other."

Trina could be insightful when she put her mind to it. Still, I'm not sure what she means by this, true or not. "Is that supposed to be a compliment?"

Putting a hand on my shoulder, Trina smiled supportively. "Yes, it was. Love is a crazy thing, there are people who go their entire lives alone, wishing for someone. You have found that someone. You both nearly destroyed yourselves and each other, but Love won in the end. Despite the fact that you're both crazy and paranoid. But onto the task at hand, you look utterly beautiful, everything is perfect, so let's get you married."

In the months since Jade and I came together and declared our love, each of us has had to do a lot of self-examination. Jade has already admitted to living in her own bubble of reality. I after much thought realized that I too was living in my own bubble.

All the time I was "Involved" with Jade, all the time she was with Beck, what effort did I make to try to move on. Try to perhaps find someone else who could make me happy. But I couldn't give her up, I couldn't even think there being anyone else. Jade was the one for me and I refused to see things any different. It was always painful, even more so after Jade married. The days, weeks following were lost in an alcohol induced haze.

Don't get me wrong, I'm so happy today, I could burst. But I do know that I, no, we played a very dangerous game. It's only due to the fact that Beck struck me that, I'm here. Had he not, Jade and I would have continued this playing this painful game until one or both of us self-destructed. It was like being in a plane in a steep dive, heading directly towards a mountain. Did I even try to pull out, No.

Though I won the game, I won Jade's heart, once and for all. But I need to recognize these self-destructive qualities in myself. I need to know how they affect me. Having Jade as my wife, will not make those tendencies go away. They may just manifest themselves in a different area of my life.