Bleh. (5sos)

❤️Richael begins ❤️

SKYLAR POV.
As he walks over I can't help but to be scared of what's to happen next but when the sound of his footsteps get closer and the tears in his eyes and on his cheeks glisten I can't help but to run up to him and hug him as he wraps his arms around me tightly. Luke sits on the back of the car drinking a bottle as Michael lay in a hospital bed with Rachelle by his side and calum and I hugging as he cries and wonders why in hell his best friend would try to do some thing like that.
----------------------------------------------RACHELLES POV
"Why would you do something like that Michael?? What are you thinking?" I can't help but question him a million times as tears stream down my face.
"Everyone hates me. They all hate me." He cries softly giving me the most pained look I've ever seen on his face.
"No one hates you Michael. A lot of people love you some more than you could even think and I know you think everyone hates you but if everyone hated you would you be famous? Would you have a band, and an amazing career?"
"No...bu-"
I cut him off I can't take it anymore.
"No. Michael no one hates you. Everyone loves you. Do you know the pain you would've caused if this would have worked? I would have been devastated. Your band would have fallen apart. Fans would have committed. Michael you would have caused so much pain and heart break than you would even think about. When Skylar told me you tried jumping out of a god damn window my heart shattered my thoughts were jumbles between whys and what's. I didn't even know if I should've came because I didn't want to make it worse. How as I supposed to know...for all I know it could've been my fault. And it partially is...because..because for some ungodly reason you think that I hate you when clearly-"
"Rachelle..." He grabs my hand softly.
"Your rambling..." He says before letting me finish.
"I love you" I finished my train of thought. He quickly dropped my hand and just stared at me. I felt like a total dipshit. I just revealed something that was so obvious yet so concealed in secret. And clearly he wasn't feeling mutual about it. I knew Skylar and calum were lying it was never true an I let myself believe it. A I get so lost in thought I feel his hand grab mine again. I see him slowly and sit up and before I know it he was hugging me. Like he never did before. We've hugged plenty of times but this time it was different. It felt different.
"I love you too" he admits. I just smiles and blush.
"Michael....I meant more than my bestfriend.."
"Yeah and-"
"I reallllly love you like more"
"Yeah and-"
"Like calum and Skylar told you, love you"
"Yeah bu-"
"Like-" I was cut of as his soft pale lips press against mine
----------------------------------------------A/N
OKAY. so it's another short chapter but it enough, I don't want to put so much in one chapter especially when there's only a select few ready and actually commenting. I already feel like this book is Terrible and a waste. But thank you to the ones who actually comment. Keep doing it please! Love y'all. THE LICTURE ATTatched is michaels hair after he died it today. Everytime I look at it I have a panic attack. 😁😫😆 just too much for me to handle. Sooo yeah. That's that. Got a lot going on :/ I should probably be studying for exams and working my ass of to pass but instead I'm getting into fights with my family and being depressed Over stupid people who mean the world to me yet are completely wastes of my time. 😔 anyways thanks guys comment please. baiii! 🙅🏼👋🏻✌🏼️