Pancakes With A Waitress

Attempted Suicide.

I was still smiling. "Sam, you're loosing it" i told myself.

I was hungry.  I called Kendra.

"Give me some hot soup please" i told her. She left to get it and i got up to explore the room. It was big. His pictures on the wall were just amazing. Suddenly i turned to see a picture of Brandon and LAWRENCE! WHAT THE...

I have never met lawrence but i've seen his pictures and i can say it again, it's him! Maybe they are buddies. He might even tell me the kind of guy Lawrence is! I opened his drawer and i saw different documents. Then, i saw a diary.

"Awwwwwn, he had a diary"

I picked it up and started reading:

Today, i was out with Lawrence. He held my hands and my heart beat harder. The diners were staring at us. Then, he KISSED me! I was so happy and all the diners were murmuring. Gay, gay,gay blablabla, but i just love Lawrence i can't take my mind off him.

I was shocked. The guy whom i was slowly catching feelings was actually gay?? My heart tore. Brandon And Lawrence! I took my phone and called Jennifer.

"Hello!

"Dear, where are you? Have been so worried...Sorry about.." I hurriedly blurted out the words in the diary. She was speechless.

"I TRUSTED LAWRENCE SO MUCH...AND HE DARE DO THIS TO ME?!" Jennifer cried and hung up. I was so disgusted i sat down to think again. I couldn't even eat till Brandon was back.

"Hey....

He saw his diary in my shaky hands.

"Samantha! WHY DID YOU OPEN MY DIARY?? THATS CONFIDENTIAL STUFF!" He looked angry.

"Mr Jonathan, you're gay... It escaped my lips.

"Look, Sam you got it all wrong. Ever since i met Lawrence, i was just...i can't express my love and attraction towards that guy..but soon i realized, gays can be really weird, so i dropped the act and told Lawrence. But he was already obsessed and couldn't let me go so easily" He explained.

"HUH!"

"And how does that affect YOU? its my life and i can do whatever i want!" He yelled.

I stood up and sat again. Something was wrong with me. I took my handbag and left. I opened the door and Lawrence ran in, throwing himself on Brandon.

"Darling, i have finally set the date and preparations are in for our WEDDING" he screamed.

SO DISGUSTING!

"I am not getting married to a guy" Brandon sighed.

"WHAT THE...MY MOM SAID YES!' As he landed, i also landed a slap on his face.

"Lawrence, your girlfriend Jennifer is waiting, and here you are planning a wedding with a man? I didnt know you were this disgusting!" I yelled at him.

"Why did you slap him?" Brandon was annoyed.

"Look, you can't marry brandon" i told him.

"Why?' He asked.

"Because am his girlfriend, if you come to this house again -" i instantly covered up my mouth. I was talking rubbish! I felt embarrassed and left.

I went home and saw Mom, she was drinking as usual. I checked the name and immediately ran and snatched it.

"This drink is too strong! Why the hell are you drinking it?" I was angry. She got up.

"GIVE ME MY BOTTLE!!!"

"NOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!' I dodged it but she successfully got it and hit it on my forehead. I fell to the ground crying as blood gushed out. She relaxed and continued to drink.

"ARRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHH YOU ARE A BAD MOTHER!!! YOU DIDNT EVEN BOTHER TO ASK ME ANYTHING ABOUT WORK!' I yelled in tears as i pulled her from the seat and she was pushing me back. I was yelling as she slapped me and took her belt on the couch. She rose it up and let me tell you,

I NEARLY DIED! I was crying profusely and ran to my room. My favorite pillow and clothes were burning outside! I screamed and started crying loudly.

My life was TRAGEDY! I had no one and i just wish i had someone. The bitterness was too much for me to bear as i climbed down out the window. I took a rope and tied it to the tree. I put my head in the space and it strangled me.

GOODBYE

The next thing my eyes were open in the hospital. There were machines and drips everywhere.

"Jennifer" she was so happy i was awake.

"She has been restored" the doctor said.

Jennifer threw her arms on me happily but in tears.

"THIS IS THE SECOND TIME YOU WANNA KILL YOURSELF! DONT YOU HAVE ANY SYMPATHY FOR THOSE AROUND YOU WHO LOVE YOU?!" she was yelling.

'NO ONE CARES FOR ME! NO ONE LOVES ME! I AM BAD LUCK, BAD OMEN SHOULD BE ERASED!' i yelled back crying. She patted my back as the doctor handed us my file.