You Know Wassup (Kehlani Fanfic)

Prologue Part2: The 2000s

I am now 12 years old and my life changed drastically at this age, my girly parts started to come out and my boy crazy hormones were insane. I was dealing this one guy, Jeremiah Richerson. Captain of the junior football team and I was the captain of the junior cheerleading team. We were the dream team fr, unfortunately he used to press me for sex and my "dad" was not having that shit. It was a party and a couple of friends of mine were going but before I got ready i got a call from my favorite auntie Nette " hey auntie" " hey baby is your dad home?" She sounded nervous like it was urgent to speak to him. " yes ma'am he's here" I passed him the phone and went to slide line to ease drop. " come on Nette you pregnant again? Who is the father? Atleast you'll be taken care of ,but you still have one child that you left behind please do not let this be a repeat of last time. You already at your 9 months and you just telling me. Come on Nette. Has mama been helping you? Ight, Ight I'll talk to later and pick up the damn phone when I call!" He hung up the phone and rushed over to him. " auntie is having a baby? Oh wow I get to be a big cousin, finally but what happened to her first one I thought her current one is her first child" he walked passed me and said " gon to that party witcho little friends and stay out of grown folks business. You staying at Gloria's tonight right?" " yeah" no I'm staying the night at Jeremiah house since his parents are out of town on business, it was just one night and his driver can drop me off at the top of my street in the morning before dad comes back home from his graveyard shift . " alright you already packed up" " yes papa" " good I'm dropping you off in 20 minutes, i atleast want to get some rest and quiet time before I head in to work tonight, and there is an extra key under the rug outside" he finally dropped me off and mr and Gloria got ready for this kick back at school and she lives right up the block from it so we are going to walk up there early.

The party 8:00pm

This party was jumping, I didn't know we wildin like this at 12 years old, people doing the dances all over each other, like jeez. My home girl glo was making out with her boyfriend in the cut and I spot out my boo thang as well. We stayed up there till 10 pm, glo already left and I was there with my boo until his driver took us to his house. No one was home and there was a open cabinet of liquor. So I said hey let's really turn this shit up, we were drinking and then we found his dad weed stash. I was hesitant, sure I've seen my dad and his people do it, I just never done it myself. But Jeremiah convinced me with those hazel eyes and whoever my mama is she didn't give birth to no punk. So I smoked 2 joints and then I started feeling really excited in my pants. We started making eye contact and our lips got closer by the second. As we learning each other's motions he reached for my bra. I stopped him. " I don't know if I'm ready, I like you but sex is a big thing and we are still young" " you like me right, I like you and we will be together forever" if I knew his ass would've been a deadbeat I wouldve kept my damn legs closed fr. I was so naive, plus he was the first guy to love a brown skin girl like me. " I do like you baby" we made out then next thing you know we were up all night fucking. I like the way it made me feel so I know he liked it too. But who knew that shit would change my life forever.
2weeks later

" take this, since you wanna lie about your whereabouts you don't get to argue with me on this one" my dad said handing me two packs of pregnancy test. Rewind back a bit, basically my dad found out about what me and Jeremiah did because his
parents came to my dad with a video recording of what happened that night, damn technology and I've been on punishment for 2 weeks and my dad noticed I have not asked him to run to the store for tampons so here we are
" dad" I said walking into the room. " it's positive isn't it" he said with tears in his eyes . I shook my head. Scared out my mind, I'm only 12, the hell do I know about being a mom I was never raised by my own. " Why would you do this to your future Rae?" My dad looked so disappointed in me. And I can't do anything to make him feel different. " and you know what his parents told me, there is no need for you to contact Jeremiah, he's going overseas next week to continue his education and life as a football star and they don't want this baby to ruin their child life. You gave your cookie to a boy that left you and his baby alone, now you have to be stuck with this baby Nette" he caught his self. " I mean sharae, don't even think about going to that lady at the quarters so you can have an abortion. You are raising this baby." He walked off leaving me in tears.
A few years go by, i am now 18 years and my son Josiah is now 6. I was talked about at school by my peers and adults, lost friends because their parents thought I was becoming bad influences for their kids and I was all alone with a damn baby, I was left out of almost all of my school activities  expect High school graduation ,to raise josiah on my own with the help of my dad. I'm sad that my baby father doesn't want to be in his sons life but soon we gone be out here for good and live the good life. But how? I'm working and going to community college, Josiah is starting day care and sometimes I barely have money to pay for everything. I don't know how the hell I'm going to make it out New Orleans