The secret love

Chapter 8 (the end)

FINNEYS POV

I woke up, only feeling the comfort of robins arms rapped around me. The sun shined through the curtains, making my skin feel warmth. The sun hit my face, it was that golden sun that just made me feel some kind of comfort.

I looked at robin, the sun shinning on his majestic face. He looked peaceful. Like nothing in this whole world could bother him, it was just him, in the small world he knew.

I laid there with him. Looking at him, that sounds weird but I just couldn't take my eyes off him. It was such a peaceful morning, nothing in the world, no bothers, just me and him. then, I remembered yesterday. My heart dropped and felt like it was falling in an endless pit, kind of like when you get really scared and your heart and stomach just fall.

I felt a pit in my throat, and I began breathing fast. I always felt comfort in robins arms, but in a moment like this, I panicked. I felt trapped in his arms, which made me more panicked and I tried getting out of his grasp. Which just made me think more about trying to get out of Mattys grasp the night before.

It felt like I was there all over again, like I was back with Matty and it was happening all over again. It felt so real. I soon snapped out of it when I heard Robin talking to me.

"Finn, what's going on?? Why are you not answering me, Finn!!?" I was back with robin safe, but it felt like I was just with Matty, it felt so real. Robin saw that I snapped out of it but was worried because I still wasn't answering him, he talked a bit more calm. "Finn, tell me what's wrong, what happened? What's going on?"

"I don't even know, I woke up in your arms and everything was normal until I remembered what happened last night... I felt panicked which made me feel trapped in your arms. When I panic I don't like being in peoples grasp. I tried getting out of your grasp and then all of a sudden it felt like I was back with Matty, it felt so real. Like I was actually there. The next thing I know I'm looking at you and your asking me what's wrong"

I talked slow, making sure to get every detail. I was still panicked, I was breathing fast and trying not to cry, there were tears built up in my eyes and I had that pit in my throat. Robin had clearly noticed I was still panicking. "Finn, it's okay, calm down. Your here with me and your safe."

Robin looked me in the eyes. "Just follow what I do okay?" He breathed in and out, making sure I copied him. Eventually, after what felt like hours, I calmed down. "Robin, I still feel him touching me, my thighs, my stomach, my face. I still feel him biting and kissing my lips and body."

That what it. I let the tears go. They flowed down and down while saying that sentence. Robin looked concerned and worried. "Finn, I won't ever let him touch you again." He had anger in his eyes, not towards me, but to Matty. He wiped the tears that were spilling down my face.

"I just feel like I won't ever be okay again. Like I don't deserve happiness. I'm ashamed, I feel so stupid and embarrassed."
"Finn, you deserve everything. You are so caring, kind and forgiving, I guess other people in this world aren't. All I know is, you deserve happiness. And if some people in this world are to fucked up to give it to you, then I will."

I hugged him, I really needed that. "Thanks robin" I said while choking on my own tears.

After we hugged, I checked the time. 10:32 am. okay, my dad said I didn't have to be home early so I knew I could stay a lot longer.

"Do you have to go Finn?" "No, dad said I could stay longer since it's Sunday and that I should just have fun" "oh okay, wanna get ready for the day then?" I nodded my head, we both got up and did our morning stuff.

"Hey robin want to go to the grab n go?" "Sure!" We started walking to the grab n go and it didn't take long for us to arrive. We went inside and we didn't see Vance there which was a surprise. (Vance didn't get kidnapped. Dw y'all I wouldn't kill ur husband)

We got some snacks and paid. We then walked back to robins house. It was now around 4 pm now, as we took long to get ready to even go to the store. We went into robins room and just played music. The song "I wanna be yours" started playing. (Pretend that song exists in the 70s ok😭) we wernt even doing anything, just looking at each other. No words had to be said. You know those people you could stare at for hours without talking and it wouldn't be weird, well that was Robin.

Robin got up, and gestured for me to come over to him. We started dancing, with his hands on my waist and my hands around his neck. "I love you Robin." "I loved you to Finn" the sun was shining right through just like it was in the morning, putting warmth on both of our skin. I felt safe in his touch. I put my head in the crook of his neck. We just stayed like that for a long time.

6 years later

Me and Robin were getting ready to graduate Highschool. We had been through so much since elementary school, and we were still a happy, but secret couple. Only our friends and Gwen knew.

We got ready and went to the high school we had known for 4 years now. After all the speeches and stuff like that, we went to go take pictures with teachers, students and parents. My dad wasn't there but robins mom was. She basically was a mother to me now.

We took pictures together and then the event was over. Me and Robin walked to our middle school gate. We just looked at the school and each other. We didn't have to say anything but we knew, it was over. Not our relationship but other things were. Our worries weren't forgetting our homework anymore, there were bigger things.

We weren't kids anymore. No more being late for class, no skipping lessons, no more copying homework, no laughing at the back of the class being scared of getting caught by the teacher, it was over. This was it.

"So I guess this is it huh?" Robin nodded back, he didn't wear his bandana around his head anymore, it was now on his wrist. He kept his hair up most of the time. So much has changed in these years. It was crazy to think we were adults now.

In all those years, I never had any other friends like robin, he stuck by me. Not only was he the love of my life, but he was my best friend. I was ready to start a life with him.

A/N THIS IS IT BRO, THE END. Nah cuz I was crying writing this😭 I hope you liked the story, this has been a great journey. Sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes. Ima write a robin x Millie jones (reader) story soon cuz why not. It will be called "the girl next door" just so u know🤭🫶🏻 Anywayy love u all smmm. Also 1292 words🤭💪🏻