The secret love

Chapter 3

A/N ENJOY. Idk what else to say😭

FINNEYS POV

we finished showering and stuff like that. I came into Robins room after I showered, as he already finished showering. I walked in only to see Robin with no shirt on. NO SHIRT. I don't know why but I was so attracted by him. WAIT WHAT. No. Im not. That's weird Finney. Stop.

I was so caught up in my thoughts that I hadn't realized I was staring. "Do you have a staring problem or something.?" The boy spoke up. Shit. What do I say?! I didn't even know I was staring! "Uh sorry I didn't realize" what kind of excuse was that. I mean, it's true right? I didn't know I was staring.. "it's whatever" he said with a grin on his face.

I looked away while he got ready for bed because I wasn't going to be caught staring. AGAIN.

I didn't know why I loved seeing him with no shirt on. I mean. I've seen him without a shirt before. We're friends, we've had sleepovers before, only a couple though. My dad doesn't like the idea of sleepovers much. But back to the point, why did I love seeing him without a shirt? I never cared before. I decided to just forget about it. It was probably nothing, just my thoughts going somewhere weird.

Me and Robin got in bed, both with no shirts. We decided to sleep without them because it would get hot. Which I was happy about. no. I wasn't. That was a stupid thought. We're just friends, I don't care if he has a shirt on or not. Right?

"What movie should we watch??" The bandana boy asked. "Hmm grease? Gwen always wants to watch it and I've grown on it." "I asked what movie you wanted to watch, not a whole life story." "Okay then. Want to watch the movie or not?" I answered, acting annoyed but smiled at the same time. "You know I'm just teasing. Sure why not."

We put on the movie and laid in his bed. (Robin had a small TV in his room btw) after the movie finished, we turned off the TV and decided to just talk.

ROBINS POV

after the movie finished, we turned off the TV and decided to just talk. We were talking about random shit. "Robin, do you like anyone?" Finn asked out of nowhere. I didn't know what to say. I had been questioning my feelings for Finn after those things I thought during the movie, and ever since that movie, I feel like I like him.. more than a friend.? I couldn't stop looking at him, his features, the way he talked, the way his brown eyes always looked like a soft puppy's eyes. He was so innocent. This man could kill 100 people and I would still love- okay. Maybe I do like him. But it's not love. That's too fast. I don't even know what love is. Yet.

I couldn't tell him how I felt though. Why would he like someone like me? It was also to fast, I just realized that I like him. I can't tell him right now. that's why I said, "Erm not really.?"

FINNEYS POV

"Erm not really.?" Those words hurt. I don't know why, I don't even know why I asked him that question. I could feel my face filling with disappointment, but before he could see I covered it up, I made myself look like I didn't care. "Oh cool" was all that left my mouth. "Do you.?" "No, I don't either." "Cool.." Robin answered with. He looked disappointed, like he couldn't hide it. I felt bad, did I make him sad?

ROBINS POV

I saw Finney look disappointed, but he quickly covered it up. I think that he thought I didn't notice, so I played along and acted like I didn't. "Oh cool" he said. I felt a question about to leave my tongue. I just had to ask "do you.?" Why did I ask that. "No, I don't either." Shit. That hurt. He is probably just into girls. "Cool.." was all I answered with. I couldn't hide my disappointment, I tried. But I couldn't.

"Finn, maybe we should go to bed, it's late" "your right, night Robin" "night Finn." I turned on my side facing the wall so I didn't have to face Finn. I heard and felt Finn turn to face the other side of the room. Now our backs we're facing each other. I tried to fall asleep to get my mind off it and eventually, I fell asleep.

Time skip to the next day cuz I ain't writing about them sleeping😭

FINNEYS POV

I woke up to Robin already awake. "Morning Finn" "Morning" I checked the time on my watch. 11:30 am. "SHIT." I said practically screaming. "Whats wrong Finn?" "I slept in late, I need to get home!" I answered with a worried expression on my face. "Okay Finn, see you some other time, bye" "bye Robin!" I said walking out his front door. He waved goodbye and shut it. I didn't even run home, I already knew my dad would be mad. I knew what was waiting for me. There was no use in running, I was already to late.

I got to my house, taking a deep breath before walking in my front door. As I opened the door, my dad was there. I closed the door and faced him, about to shit my paints. "Finney. Your late!" He said screaming. I flinched. "I'm sorry dad! I didn't mean too" "Let me show you what happens when your late so you will actually follow through with my rules!" That sentence scared me. I knew what was going to happen.

My dad started taking off his belt, I tried to run away to my room but he grabbed me. "Don't you run away from me boy!" At this point I was shaking. Gwen wasn't home so she wouldn't see this. Thank god.

He hit me. I started crying. He hit me over and over. Pinching me too. I was on the ground, crying and shaking. "I hope I taught you something." He walked away. I just stayed on the ground. I couldn't stay down there with him for much longer so I went upstairs, to my room, with all the energy I had which wasn't much. I looked into a mirror. Shit. It was worse than ever.

There was blood and bruises everywhere. I had red spots all over me from the belt. He hit me in the face with the belt, which caused my cheek to bleed. Right under my eye. I went to my room. I laid on my bed. I didn't have energy to clean up. Not right now. I just wanted to sleep.

I was drifting off to sleep when I heard a tap on my window. I was scared. I didn't know who it was. I went to the window and saw Robin there. "Open the window dude" He mouthed to me because I wouldn't be able to hear him through the window. He hadn't seen my injuries yet. I opened the window in defeat knowing he was already going to find out about my injuries eventually.

He climbed through the window and saw me fully. His eyes opened wide. "Finn what the hell
happened, who did this??" I didn't know what to say so I just looked at him, in embarrassment. I hated when people saw me in vulnerable times. Robin sat me down on my bed. "Finn, who did this?" He asked more calmly. "My.. dad" I said more like a whisper.
Robin just hugged me.

I cried in his arms. I didn't care about being vulnerable anymore, I just needed him. His comfort. "It's okay Finn, I swear to god I'm going to kill him"
"No you won't Robin" "okay maybe but I hate him so much" "me too" I answered as Robin let go of our hug.

"I can help you get cleaned up.?" "Okay, but be quiet while we walk to the bathroom." Me and robin walked to the washroom. I sat on the counter while Robin helped. "Shit. He really got you bad.." As he said those words, he looked upset. "Yeah." Robin got ice for my bruises (Finney and Gwen have a little cooler in the bathroom with ice for times like these)
"Here put the ice on your bruises" Robin wiped all the blood off and then got rubbing alcohol to put on the cuts.

"This may hurt" he said. "Okay" I said kind of scared. As Robin put it on my skin, I winced in pain. "Sorry" "it's okay." The rubbing alcohol didn't hurt as much, as I got use to it, but then Robin put to much pressure on a deep cut and I groaned in pain. Putting my head back and clenching my jaw. "R you okay? I'm sorry I didn't mean to press that hard" "no it's okay" I said unclenching my jaw and sitting back up.

Robin then put bandages on all the cuts. "There, good as new." Robin looked sad saying that, but I could tell he wanted to not bring anything up about my dad, to make both of us feel better. "Thanks Robin. I think you should go now, my dad will get mad if he sees you here.." Robin nodded and we went to my room. Him quickly slipping out of the window and waving goodbye.

A/N that's it y'all. I will make the next part today or tomorrow, I hope you liked it. Sorry if there's any spelling/grammar mistakes. Btw 1622 WORDS🤭🥳