The secret love

Chapter 6

ROBINS POV

After I cleaned Finn up, we went back to my room. My thoughts were going everywhere. Why would finn do that to himself? Have I not been a good enough friend? Was I not there for him enough?? My thoughts got out of control.

"Robin?? Helllooo.??" I snapped out of my thoughts. "Oh yeah um sorry. Just zoned out you know." Finn nodded in response.

"Maybe you could sleepover? I know your dad doesn't like you sleeping over much but I haven't hung out with you for a while" I wanted Finn to sleepover so bad. I missed him, and I didn't want him to go home alone. I didn't want him to hurt himself. Maybe I was being to over protective? But then again, I love him.

"Yeah, I'll call my dad and ask him." Finn got up, and went downstairs to our phone. I stayed in my room waiting for him to come back up.

FINNEYS POV

"Yeah, I'll call my dad and ask him" I wanted to hang out with Robin. I missed him. We hadn't hung out for a while, and all I wanted to do was fall asleep in his arms and forget about everything.

I got up and went downstairs to the phone, I put my dads number in the phone and it started to ring. My dad answered, "hello, Terrence speaking." "Hey dad, it's me Finney" "hey Finney, when are you coming home?"

"I called to ask if I could sleepover.?" I was so nervous. I didn't know if he was mad are not. "Yes, you don't have to come home early because I won't be home anyway, it's also Sunday tomorrow so just have fun with your friend" well that was easy. I didn't even have to be home early the next day, and he was nice about it.?

"Okay! Thanks dad, I love you" "I love you too" I hung up the phone and went upstairs. "Robin! My dad said yes and said I didn't have to be home early tomorrow" "sick!" Robin sounded really happy. "Lemme guess Finn, you want to watch a movie?" "Yep"

We put on a movie and laid in his bed. "Finn" I hummed in response. "I um. Well. I mean, I just. wanted to say, well, um. I uhh. Never mind."
"Um Robin just say it" why was he so nervous? Well now I need to know. "No never mind it doesn't matter." "Robin just tell me" "NO OKAY?!" Robin snapped.

"Robin chill out" "no Finn it doesn't matter" "why don't you just tell me and be honest for once??" "What?? So I'm not honest now?" I didn't even know what was happening right now. This happened so fast and it was the most stupid argument ever.

"That's not what I meant" that's all I could think of to say. "no Finn. I help you through all of this and you just say I not honest?" "Dude. Chill!! I didn't mean it like that okay??" "No, you know what Finn, your a bad friend. No wonder no one likes you at school." Those words hurt. I didn't know that Robin Arellano, my best friend, would ever say something like that to me.

"Shit Finn I didn't mean it. You know I care about you" Tears began to swell in my eyes. Robin was the only one who accepted me, knew me for more than the freak or loser. I guess he did really think of me like that, like everybody else does.

I ran out of his room, which soon became his front door. It was raining out but I didn't care. I ran so fast with tears coming down my face. I could hear Robin chase after me, but I didn't care. I got tired of running after a while and just started to slowly walk. The rain had stopped and it had become a peaceful night.

I didn't hear Robin anymore, I assumed he just left and went back home. I was walking when I heard someone call my name from behind me. It was Matty and his little minions. Also known as my bully's. "Hey Finney. What are you doing here huh?" I just walked faster, but they caught up. They walked in front of me blocking my way. One of his friends behind me, the other in front of me, and one beside me. I was blocked. No way out.