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Blue Bird Part 2

Continuation... 

A/N: (me fe kno what me do here but it was something. Logic is nonexistent in this one but thank lord I finally finished it. I'm so sorry for not updating this in so long. Writing is just coming real slow for me, I apologize on that one.)

P.S. if smut makes you uncomfortable please skip or do not read for your own sakes. 

Hope's POV

"So, what is it?" Aunt Keelin asked when I stood frozen for too long. "I wanted to ask for some relationship advise." Keelin looked surprised, as far as she knew, I wasn't with anyone since Landon, and I didn't work out after our dance all that time ago. 

"Oh, you're dating someone?" she asked even though it was plainly obvious. "Yeah, sort of. I haven't told anyone because I'm not sure if it's what I want or if I'm ready. I guess what I'm trying to say is, how do you know when you love someone? How do you know when to say it?" Keelin smiled and hugged me, "I'm so proud of you for finding someone you truly love."

I was confused by what she meant when she said 'truly'. "What do you mean? I don't get it." she sighs and shakes her head. "I want you to listen very closely, you understand?" I nodded. "Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. It is rare to find. But Hope, promise me one thing." Keelin took a deep breath before speaking again. 

"If you love someone, you tell them. Even if you're scared that it's not the right thing, even if you're scared that it'll cause problems. Even if you're scared that it will burn your life to the ground, you say it and you say it loud. And you go from there."

 I understand now, what needs to be done. "I promise. Thank Aunt Keelin." I smile, suddenly feeling relieved. I had never been surer of what I wanted to do than in this moment. "Well come on then, everyone's waiting." I rush outside the doors with Keelin right behind me. 

The twins were the first to turn my way, like always. "You ready now?" Josie asked, "Yeah, more than ready." I made my way over to them and got in the first van. This held Kaleb, Landon, Rafael, Lizzie, Josie, Alaric, Mg and lastly me. And the next was a car that held Aunt Keelin and Aunt Freya, with Caroline as their driver. 

The drive was insanely long. Josie had gotten car sick on the way which made us stop the van so that she wouldn't throw up in the van like she did last year. I had made sure to pack some water, a bowl with a toothbrush and toothpaste so she'd be able to rid of the taste after. I made her chew on some gum after before making her spit it out when I realized she was falling asleep on my shoulder. 

I wrapped my arm around her to make sure nothing happened to her while Alaric was driving, he could be reckless at times, and my other hand was secretly holding Lizzie's as we engaged in conversation with everyone else. 

An hour in, we were halfway there, when Mg decided we needed to sing for the rest of the trip, so we did. We did sing-alongs and Karaoke the whole trip. Lizzie even woke Josie up for it. It was a wild ride honestly. 

I on the other hand was practicing the notes to the song I was going to sing in my mind the whole time. I am aware the song has nothing to do with my feelings for the twins, but I wrote it for them to have something to listen to when they're in need of comfort. 

Although I was also trying to figure out how I was going to finally say those eight letters. I wasn't quite sure exactly what was going to come out of my mouth, but I knew that no matter what, it had to be perfect. 

Thinking back on what Aunt Keelin said earlier, I am so scared on what everyone is going to think. I know my aunts just want me to be happy but I'm not sure how certain people will take it. Landon and I decided we were better as friends, but I could see he still hoped that I'd end up with him.