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Pray

P.S. : - As you can see I'm not posting in any particular order , I won't be posting as often because I'm not feeling well so I'm sorry for any slow updates . Plus I want the chapters to be long , so I need time to think on it . I'm currently sick but I will try my best to post .

Hope's POV

Ever since Lizzie , Josie and I got into a fight , Lizzie has been acting strangely . You see we only fought because Josie was forcing Lizzie to take her meds and I strongly disagreed . It makes Lizzie feel depressed and her antidepressants makes her feel sick , I'm the only one who knows this of course . Josie and Lizzie fought about it and I yelled at Josie for it , she said some pretty awful things to Lizzie . Of course I was pissed at her . How dare she treat my girlfriend like that ? I get that she's trying to help Lizzie but Lizzie fights her mental health better without the medication . She's strong in that way and I admire her deeply for it . The fight ended the moment my wolf eyes shone a bright gold and my wolf growled loudly through my mouth . Safe to say Josie hasn't been anywhere near Lizzie in the past week . I on the other hand , have held Lizzie while she cried in my arms everyday for the past week , she tells me everything and I'm honored. Her thoughts are nothing but destructive , she feel like her only option is to leave this world of supernatural and mortality . She wants to kill herself , she feels like she's making everything worse for everyone , so yes I had every right to hate Josie right now . How dare she make my girlfriend feel so worthless ?!

The Super Squad were gathered in the cafeteria , we weren't talking about much . Lizzie wasn't here yet and Josie was just approaching the table . "Hey guys" she said , sitting next to Mg and I just give her short glare be looking back at my food and eating .

Lizzie's POV

I was lying in Hope's bed , remembering the fight . I didn't want to go back to Josie and I's room just yet , or at all . I remember the words she said to me like I remember the day I told Hope I loved her .

"Really Lizzie ?! Why can't you just take your medication on your own or at all . I have to crush them up and put them in your food or drinks . Can't you do anything , how hard could it be ?! It's always like this , I'm starting to get sick of it . You'll get out of control again if you don't take your meds , you know this , so why can't you just stop being so stubborn about it !" Hope's eyes glowed and Josie backed off but my tears didn't stop falling "Wait Lizzie , I didn't mean that !" Hope growled at her and shoved her out of her room , slamming the door in her face . She holds me close and whispers sweet nothing in my ear to help with my sobs .

That night , I hated it but I loved that Hope was there for me . She held me as I cried all week , she was the best girlfriend I could ask for . The Super Squad have been the best friends ever . Josie stayed clear of me all week just like I did her . My thoughts have been an awful place to dwell in . All my thoughts from when I was 9 , 13 and 15 , they all came back . Every reason why I ever wanted to die , it all came to the surface and all I could do was helplessly cry in Hope's arms . About two days ago Hope had to go train with my dad , leaving me alone with my thoughts . I wrote down how I felt and turned it into a song . I know I've been super depressed this week but I've read that writing and voicing how you feel makes you feel better and helps you move on . I wanna get better . For Hope and for Mom but mostly for myself .

I get off the bed with a sigh and make my way to the cafeteria . As soon as I walked through those doors , I saw Josie sitting next to Mg laughing , with Hope sitting little far off for Rafael and Landon , glaring at Josie with a little gold in her eyes . She was clearly still pissed . My mom was actually visiting , so she's been here for the past wo weeks . I told her about the song I want to sing to Josie and our friends , she's going to help me . I love my mom so much , she and Hope have been a huge help this week . Just then as I walk in , I see her get on the little stage we have in the cafeteria along with the band I needed for the song .