"Do you not love me anymore?"

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After 4 weeks in the hospital Angles was finally set free! She was so cute, tiny but cute. "Okay Eddie are you sure you have everything? The bag, diapers, bottle-"

Eddie cuts me off by placing a kiss on my lips. "I got everything okay. This isn't my first rodeo." I death stare him for a few seconds.

"Should you push out a baby next time!" I smirk at him look away. He looks as if shocked.

"Next time?" He scoffs. "I just taught my boys how to swim the other way. I don't think we need more." I punch his arm playfully. He laughs and hugs me, swaying us back and forth. "I'm just kidding weirdo." I punch him this time. "Ow! Sorry! I was just kidding princess. Is that better."
I slowly nod and smile as he pulls away kissing the top of my head a few times. "Let's bring our baby girl home." He smiles at me.

Steve has been taking care of the kids for a few days each week. Almost every day except for Wednesdays and Monday's when we visit Angles. But today...we get to bring her HOME!!

I look down at Angles and immediately see Nancy in her. It's crazy how your own children can look like your own siblings. It's so crazy. I slowly pick her up and kiss her tiny nose. I feel arms wrap around my waist and a kiss on the neck.

"How's our little angle?" He whispers in my ear immediately sending chills down my spine.

"Perfect. Just like Amelia and Travis. I wish Blue and Dawn were here though." I sigh at the end. Eddie kisses my neck a few times.

"They are just not physically." Well that fucking helps shithead.

"Thannnkss." I say sarcastically. I turn around and quickly grab Angles little black coat. "Here you go you emo baby!" I express. She moves around so quickly. She flashes me a quick smile then falls asleep. I put her coat on, even though it's spring, I just thought it would look cute.

We make it to the car and Eddie straps Angles in her car seat. The entire back seat is full now with car seats. Eddie holds my hand as he walks me to my door. He opens it and kisses my hand. "M'wife." I bows. I scoffs and push his face away.

"Weirdo." I sit down and he closes my door rushing over to his side. He gets in the car and keeps the music down low. He looks in the mirror and drives off.

"It's crazy how we're only 19 with three kids. THREE!!" He puts his hand on my thigh.

"Yeah well that's what happens when your a dropout living with your best-friend at 17." I sigh in the end. He slowly looks over with a sad expression on his face.

"What? Do you regret it all?" He stutters with tears almost filling his eyes. I see how sad he quickly got. I sit up and look straight at high shaking my head.

"No no. That's not how I meant it Eddie. Just..don't you think we went a little too fast? We were 17 when we had the twins. We got married at 17! When our kids are in high school their friends are gonna say "are those your older siblings?" I'm scared for the future Eddie." I nods and takes his hand off of my thigh, as a sign for something.

"Well there's not going back now. I don't regret any of it. Damn yn! You better be glad I didn't turn out like my old man. He hit me, threw glass bottles at me, used me to get money! I would never do that to our kids. Or even you. My only goal in life was to not end up like my old man...and I didn't. Now I'm a great dad, well that's what you say, and I have beautiful children AND a stunning wife. A future music career. I'm scared of the future too yn. But we can't change the past. We're in this together. Who cares if we look like our children's older siblings. At least they won't ask "is that your grandpa?" That's stupid shit to think about okay." He snaps a little trying to not start a fight.

"Okay sorry." I wipe a tear from my cheek making sure Eddie saw. He quickly looks over at my face with tears falling down. He frowns and looks back at the rode.

We pull into the drive way and Steve quickly comes out jumping off of the porch immediately looking into the back window. I open my own door and walk over to Steve. He hugs me tightly and jumps up and down. I open the door and slowly take Angles out. I hand her to Steve. "She's so beautiful. Hi!" He caressed her face with his finger. He looks over at Eddie and grins. "Nice goin, brother." Eddie flips Steve off and opens the trunk.

"Steve.." I firmly say. He looks up and his smile drops as he sees my face.

"Yes?" He gets nervous.

"Where are my kids." He looks behind him and does a whole 360 turn.

"They were just behind me!" My heart drops.

"STEVE!!" I yell. Eddie quickly looks over at us.

"What?" Eddie asks.

"Steve lost the kids!!" I freak out.

"Are you fucking kidding dude." Eddie snaps. I look all over the outside and don't see them. I rush inside and they aren't in the living room and kitchen. I rush up stairs hoping to see them. I hear giggling in their room. I rush in and see Robin, Max, Mike, and Dustin playing with the kids.

"Oh hey yn." Robin smiles at me. "Wait!" They all snap their heads looking over at my stomach. They all jump up.

"YOU GAVE BIRTH TO THE TRIPLETS!!" My face fades as Dustin screams. "Oh no." He adds.

"Yn are you okay." Max asks me. I look up at them and hear footsteps behind me.

"Only one survived." Their faces freeze. Robin starts to cry.

"Wanna meet her?" Eddie comes from behind me and leans against the doorway. They all nod and smile.

"What's her name!" Robin look at her more.

"Angles. With the s. For her brothers." I say quietly looking at Eddie. He hasn't acknowledged me since our conversation in the car.

After a few hours every one left and it was just Eddie and I. We put all the kids to bed and sat down in our bed for a while. We haven't had a full conversation since. He hasn't even held my hand.

I sigh getting dressed while Eddie walked in on my half naked. "Oh sorry." His face changes seeing my changed body. I get insecure and give him a look.

"Do you mind?" I ask him politely. He gives me a weird look as if I just said something offensive.

"Princess I've seen you naked billions of times. Why do you want me to leave?" He asks standing in the doorway still.

"Eddie just please!! Leave." I whisper the last part. He scoffs as he slams the door shut making me flinch a bit.

After I get dressed I allow him to come in. He walks in with his eyes covered. "Am I allowed to even look at your naked face." I roll my eyes and push him. He un covers his eyes and looks at me. I'm not in any of his clothes. "Okay what's up." I look at him quickly then looks away. "You haven't been talking to me. You told me to get out of our room. You technically told me you regret having kids. So what's up! Do you- do you not love me anymore." He sits down on the bed.

I gasp and look at him straight in the eye. "Eddie Munson. I am your wife. I will always love you. What the hell made you think that!" I snap at him. His jaw tenses.

"Yn! It's obvious. There's something going on. Did I do something wrong!" He holds his face in his hands.

"Well." I start.

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