We've already had three concerts and I'm excited for this next one. Each concert it seems like the fans are getting a little worse but, it's okay.
I wake up to see no Eddie next to me in our bed. I sit up and see a tiny note on the dresser.
Good morning princess. I'm off to film my music video, sorry but you can't come. I already fed the kids and they are with Steve and Robin so you won't have to worry about them today.
Eat a good breakfast and be happy for me okay. Love you my queen.
-xoxo, Eddie
Sighing, I set the note down on the dresser and walk downstairs. It's too quiet. I need my babies and husband. I need them! I wonder why I can't go..? I'll just call his agent after breakfast.
I turn on some music and hear the song Eddie and I danced to each day after school. It was the best times ever. Who knew we would end up like..well this.
After breakfast I decided to give his agent a call. "Hello?" Mya answers.
"Hey Mya. I was just wondering..why exactly can't I go and see Eddie shoot his first music video?" She pauses for a moment.
"I'm sorry what? You're allowed to come, why would he say that I'm literally holding your babies yn." What the fuck.
"Oh well can you tell me where it is so that I can come?" She gives me this room to a hotel and I immediately run upstairs to get dressed. Why would he lie? I tried calling him a few times until he finally answered.
"Hello?" A girl speaks.
"Hi? Is Eddie there? It's his wife yn Munson." I speak up. She laughs and I hear Eddie laughing in the background.
"Yeah he's here, about to have some fun with us girls." The sounds of laughter echo through the phone.
"I'm sorry what? Can I speak to him."
"Hah no! You can't..oops my finger is slipping!" It hangs up. That's it, I have to go. I rush to get clothes on, hot clothes.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
I rush to my car and speed to the hotel where Eddie was filming. I still don't get why I wasn't allowed to come..? Is it me? My behavior? WhT do I do anyway?!?
I park in the street and Eddie's body guards spot me immediately coming over to me to protect me just in case something happens. "Oh my gosh yn Munson! I love you so much!" Some girls scream. I smile and wave at them walking into the hotel rushing towards the elevator.
Okay 403..403..40- gotcha. I knock on the door and Mya opens the door smiling with Amelia. "He's in the room with the closed door." Why would the door be closed?
I rush in there and see girls all over him. Giving him hickies, licking from his v-line up. Rubbing his hands all over his sweet spots. I stand there shocked, my eyes already forming tears. Gareth turns off the music and stops recording. "Shit." He states. Everyone stops and stares at me. Eddie jumps up and puts his shirt on rushing towards me.
"Yn..yn!" He chases after me into the hall. I turn around and push him into the wall.
"No! No! You do not get to do this to me! We have children Eddie, children who would love for us to be together when they're older, children who want the best childhood ever! They were 10 feet away from that closed door Eddie.
"What if Amelia or Travis was 14 and they opened the door walking into that and having to explain to their 13 year old sister on what they saw!" I cry more.
His face softens as tears run down my eyes. I push him more into the wall. "Why Eddie! Why!" I cry punching his chest now harder.
He just takes it all. "Why would you do this to us!" I cry and turn my head seeing Steve down the hall shocked about what's he's seeing. I move away from Eddie and stare at him.
"I'm sorry yn.." His lip quivers. "We had no other idea for a video."
"So you just let girls run all over you! You let girls lick you and mark you up where I'm supposed to." I shake my head in disbelief. "Your sick Eddie. I'm taking the kids and I'm living with Steve." Steve rushes into the hotel room and grabs Travis and Angels. He hands me Amelia and Amelia crys into my shoulder staring at Eddie.
Eddie then starts to cry and kick the wall as we walk away. I can't believe this is happening. As Steve and I walk out of the place the fans start to cheer for the kids. We ignore them and buckle the kids into their car seats. Steve decided it was best for him to drive.
We stopped at the house to pick up some clothes, make up, hygiene products, etc. Then we were off.
——4 hours later (Eddie's pov)——
I walk into the empty house depressed from today. It's so dark and quiet. Pictures of yn and I all over the walls bringing back the hood memories.
The kids toys are gone. Yn's stuff is out of the closet and drawers. Her make up is gone. Everything. I fucked up big time. I always fuck up! I kick the wall in anger making a photo of all 5 of us fall down. Me, yn, Amelia, Travis, and Angles. All five of us, a happy family. Where did that go?
I've never cried so much in my life. I don't know what to do without the love of my life, and my kids, especially the kids.
Fuck my life.
Short chapter but I've been planning this chapter for the past 2 years
