Julia Morado One Shot Stories

Heartbreak (One shot)

I got this idea while I was reading our school paper so credits to Ate Lumina for the article. Enjoy! :)

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His POV

Naglalakad lang ako dito sa campus ng may napansin akong notebook, ewan ko ba kung bakit basta parang gusto ko siyang basahin. Pinulot ko at hindi lang siya basta normal na notebook, journal siya. Journal? Uso pa ba 'to? Eh hi-tech na ang mga bagay ah. I opened the notebook and read the contents. Nung una mukhang in love pa siya pero yung mga bandang huli ay heartbroken na siya, at tama nga ang hinala ko dahil may nakita akong poem, binasa ko ito.

Constant function of HEARTBREAKS

This letter I wrote

Before I pull the trigger,

Seemed to have added to my misery

For what I wrote was surely and exponentially bitter.

At first, you turned my life at 360 degrees.

To love you was pure bliss, but you left me at an angle going nowhere.

You abandoned me when you were supposed to be my complement.

You acted like you didn't even care.

You said: "1(x)=0. What does this mean?"

Simple as 1+1 you said.

The love of my ex is zero.

I'm a term that's undefined. I'm better off dead.

You took everything.

I am lost without you,

Like an ordered pair without an abscissa or an ordinate.

You didn't love me like you used to.

"Don't you see? I have no absolute value now,

Without you I am a negative person. You took my joy, my heart too."

If you're gone, and my heart as well, what's the point of breaths?

Well, my life's never going to be straight; it's forever askew.

I loved you,

and your love was an asymptote.

So near yet so far...

So here I am leaving a suicide note.

You broke my heart to pieces. My heart isn't even a line anymore, a shape.

The constant function of heartbreaks is in the word, obviously.

It breaks you. It doesn't complete you...

It makes you suicidal, it even makes you a bit crazy.

I think there might never have a solution to this,

So the statistical chances of saving me has the least probability.

"Get him back and I'll be at my maximum level,

But until then, my love, I'll see you at the end of infinity..."

Natapos ko ng basahin ang poem at sinabi ko sa sarili ko na baliw 'tong babaeng 'to, because the function of a heartbreak is to make us strong and to learn from the people who hurt us, not to hurt ourselves. Naisip ko din na kung sino man ang nanakit sa babaeng 'to ay wala siyang kwenta. Wala man lang siyang ginawa para pigilan ang babae sa pagpapakamatay. Nagulat ako ng tinawag ako ni Rex.

"Mark, alam mo na ba?" tanong niya at parang malungkot.

"Ang ano?"

"Si Jia, nagpakamatay daw." A-ano?
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Her POV

(before writing the letter and pulling the trigger)

Nandito ako ngayon sa kwarto ko, hindi pa rin ako lumalabas mula nung araw na 'yon. Ang araw na nakipaghiwalay siya sa'kin dahil hindi na niya 'ko mahal. Kinuha ko ang journal ko at binasa ito magmula umpisa. Noong mga panahong nililigawan niya palang ako, hanggang sa naging kami na at hanggang sa araw na hiniwalayan niya 'ko. Tuloy tuloy ang pagtulo ng luha ko habang binabasa ko ang mga matatamis na ala-ala na binigay niya sa'kin. But it's not enough to keep me alive. Hindi ko na kaya lahat ng sakit. Kaya kinuha ko ang baril pero bago ako magpaalam ay gagawa muna ako ng letter, so kumuha ako ng pen and started writing.

"At first, you turned my life at 360 degrees.

To love you was pure bliss" sinusulat ko 'to habang inaalala lahat ng masasayang memories ko kasama siya.

"but you left me at an angle going nowhere.

You abandoned me when you were supposed to be my complement.

You acted like you didn't even care." Sinulat ko 'yan habang inaalala ang araw na iniwan niya ako. Yung imbis na siya ang karamay ko ay iniwanan niya 'ko sa ere.

"The love of my ex is zero.

I'm a term that's undefined. I'm better off dead." Hindi na naman niya 'ko mahal kaya mas mabuti nalang na mamatay na 'ko.

"You took everything.

I am lost without you,

Like an ordered pair without an abscissa or an ordinate." Nung umalis siya, kinuha niya lahat, ang kaligayahan at ang buhay ko.

"You broke my heart to pieces. My heart isn't even a line anymore, a shape." He broke my heart literally.

"It breaks you. It doesn't complete you...

It makes you suicidal, it even makes you a bit crazy." It's what he did to me.

"I'll see you at the end of infinity..." goodbye.

Wala nang kwenta ang buhay ko dahil wala na siya. Sabihin niyo ng mahina ako, wala eh siya lang ang lakas ko. Ang sabi pa nila heartbreaks make you stronger, no. Because it shattered me, and I don't know how I'm going to pick up the pieces and put it back together. After writing everything I need to tell, I hold the gun in my hand and place it in my head then I pulled the trigger.
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His POV

Kung alam ko lang na magpapakamatay siya edi sana napigilan ko pa siya. Hindi sana siya namatay. Ang tanga ko kasi eh, ang selfish ko, inisip ko lang ang sarili ko. Hindi ko inisip na masasaktan siya sa gagawin ko. Ako nalang ang dapat namatay, hindi niya deserve 'yon. Mabuti siyang tao at kapakanan lagi ng iba ang iniisip niya. Habang ako, eto buhay pa samantalang ako yung walang kwenta. Hindi kaya ng damdin ko na ako ang dahilan ng pagkawala niya sa mundong ito. 'Wag kang magalala Julia, magkikita na din tayo at sana mapatawad mo pa 'ko. Minahal kita, alam mo 'yan pero alam kong hindi enough ang pagmamahal na 'yon. Dapat na 'kong mamatay kaya kinuha ko na ang lason at ininom 'yon. I'll see you at the end of infinity, Julia.

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I'm so sorry guys that it took me so long to update and I know you want to kill me so badly haha. :( but I still hope you liked it, and if you do please vote!

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All the love. D&R