Love Story...

Bdae Bash...

EMMA

This past month went in a bliss. Both Ashton and Jake spent their entire time with us. It was overwhelming to see both of them with us at lunch or walking us to our classes. I don't know why they started spending their time with us but I do know that I enjoyed having Ashton close to me. He's charming, funny, cocky, arrogant but he can be sweet when he wants to be. This past month we also got many glares, envious glances, evil looks but I am not the one to be scared. I just glare back which makes them go. Its not like I and Jenny told Ashton and Jake to spend their time with us. It's their wish. I can understand why Jake wants to spend time with us because he likes Jenny but I don't understand why Ashton also hangs out with us. I mean for the past month I haven't seen a single girl with him which for some reason delights me. I think he just hangs out with us because his best friend does. Yeah! Only this will be the logical reason because I can't see any other reason for him to hang out with us. This past month also made me realize that my feelings run deeper than friends for Ashton. Yeah I finally admit it.
" I Emma Parker like Ashton McRae. " but I also know that he doesn't like me back. I am not his type. And I am not the one to pin over a guy. And Ashton is a player. Even though he didn't have a single conquest this past month there is no guarantee that he will remain the same. But some of his actions makes me think that maybe, maybe even he likes me. Who am I kidding? He can't like me.

Here, we are at the party of one of the guys from the school. I hate such parties but Jenny wanted to experience one such high school party and I wasn't going to be the one to stop her from having her fun. So here I am chatting with Ashton while Jake and Jenny are having a conversation.

I saw Ashton getting up to go dance with a blonde bimbo. Even though I know he's trying to make me feel jealous I couldn't help but be angry. I saw him dancing with the girl with his hands all over her. I was burning with jealousy inside and it didn't help that the girl was all over him like he's the reason for her existence. Thanks for my ability to hide my emotions or else I would have been looking like a tomato from anger.

I can see Ashton was throwing subtle glances at me to see my reaction but I kept my face neutral. Just after 5 minutes, a gorgeous looking guy came to me. I internally smirked. You want to play games Ashton , I'll show you how to play games.
The guy's name was Hunter and he started flirting with me. I glanced at Ashton to see him glaring at hunter. I once again smirked internally. " Will you have a dance with me?" Hunter asked. From what I have known him, he looks like a nice guy so I accepted his offer. I placed my hand in his already out stretched hand.

He took me in the middle of the dance floor. He put my hands on his shoulders and his hands were on my waist just above my hips. I have never danced with a guy so I couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable but hunter leans in my ear and says " Relax ". I instantly relaxed. Just as we were about to dance, hunter was ripped off me and I looked up in time to see Ashton throw a punch at him. I gasped out loud. Everyone was looking at the scene created by Ashton.

I looked down to see hunter with a black eye and was about to go help him when I was suddenly grabbed by my waist and was pulled to a hard chest. I looked up to find a pair of soft lips on mine. I closed my eyes while the person continued to kiss me. The kiss was desperate like the person was waiting do it for a long time. The person kissed me hungrily like it would be the last time he would be kissing me. Although I don't know anything about kissing and this is my first kiss I knew it is the best kiss of my life. The person kissing me definitely knows how to kiss. He is surely one hell of a kisser!

The kiss ended too soon for my liking. We both were breathless. I slowly opened my eyes to see the person who stole my first kiss and gasped. Ashton? He stole my first kiss? But why? He doesn't even like me. I was angry at him for stealing my first kiss and for punching Hunter. Even though I hardly know that guy I knew he was a good person. I looked up at him angrily to see him looking at me with dazed eyes like he himself can't believe he actually did it.

I was pulled out from my thoughts when I saw Ashton grabbing my arm and pulling me out of the house. I squirmed in his grip but he had a tight hold on me. Finally when we reached near his car and he released me abruptly. I stumbled a little but was managed to hold myself.

Before I could even open my mouth to shout at him for manhandling me, he roughly grabbed both of my arms and pulled me closer to him while shouting,
" What the hell were you thinking dancing with that guy? " His question only fueled my anger. He have no right to say me what to do. " You have no right to say me what to do. " I shouted at him while pushing his chest making him leave me. He furiously looked at me " The hell I don't. " he shouted back.

Seriously, what the hell was his problem? " I didn't say you anything while you were dancing with that blonde
bimbo. " I said to him. He looked like he was frustrated. I decided to ask him the question which was bugging me from starting. " Why in the world did you kiss me? " I asked him. He looked at me and opened his mouth to say something but then again closed it. Finally he settled with, " I don't know. " What? He don't know? He stole my first kiss and his response is he doesn't know why he kissed me. Fucking Lunatic!

" You don't know? " I questioned him furiously. I didn't give him a chance to answer, I continued ," You stole my fucking first kiss and all you can say is you fucking don't know. For you this kiss may not have any meaning but for me this was my first kiss. " I shouted the last part. He looked at me with wide eyes. Yeah! Apparently he didn't know that he stole my first kiss. Soon a guilty expression came on his face which further angered me. He slowly moved towards me but I backed away. He had a hurt expression on his face. " I am so sorry Em. I didn't know that it was your first kiss, I was blinded by my anger. I am so sorry. " he told me while looking at me in the eyes.
When his words registered in my mind I asked him ," Anger? Why the hell were you angry? ". He looked away and after some time he looked back at me with a determined glint in his eyes. " I can't tell you now Em but please trust me I have a reason and you will soon get to know it." I was confused by his words and I knew how much ever I asked him now he won't say me. He's one hell of a stubborn dog!

Today's events made me extremely tired and I wanted to do nothing else but curl up and sleep on my soft bed so I simply nodded at him which made him sigh in relief. " Let's go home. " his words pulled me out of my thoughts and I once again nodded at him. He opened the passenger door of the car like a gentleman which I know he's not and I internally snorted.

The whole car ride was filled with silence. I was angry at Ashton for leaving me hanging without answers and I was equally angry at me for enjoying the kiss. Ashton tried to talk to me many times but I simply blocked him out by looking outside the window. After some time, he got the memo that I didn't want to talk to him so he remained silent. As soon as he pulled the car in my home's driveway I got out and went inside the house quickly without looking back even once.

In all this weird things happening, there is only one thing that I am happy about. My birthday! I can't wait for this one day to go and then day after tomorrow my birthday. Its good today is Friday so I don't have to wake up early tomorrow for school. I went upstairs and after changing and removing make up I curled up on my bed letting sleep overtake me.

Finally I will turn 18 ! My 18th birthday, here I come...