Hannibal Lecter Oneshots

 Insecurities

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This story is in a chubby reader. As a plus size myself I should do more stories like this 😭😭

Also tigger warning maybe?
Nothing too bad but lots of calling of names.

Lately Y/N had been feeling insecure. No matter what she wears nothing looks right on her. Hannibal has noticed something was wrong but she just won't tell him so he has to find out himself.
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Gross. Ugly. Hideous. Fat.

Those words was all Y/N could think when she saw herself. She wasn't skinny like every other girl she knew. She was always bigger. Always been play size. And because of this she's always been told those four words. No matter what she wears it's never good on her.

Y/N stood in front of the mirror as she looked at herself. She was only wearing a bra and some panties. This was the third time this week she's done this.

'God I look so gross she thought what does he see in me?' She started to cry 'I look so big..I don't understand why he's still with me..'

Hannibal saw his whole world in her. Y/N was his life. He would do anything for her. She's the only person to just accept him for what he is. She's never once tried to change him. And that's what he loves the most.

Hannibal walked into the door of his house. Y/N had recently moved in with Hannibal so he still is learning small habits of hers. He's noticed recently a habit of hers. Staring at herself in the mirror. She doesn't say anything out loud but he has an idea on what's going on.

"Y/N? Im home my dear" Hannibal called out.

No answer.

"Must be upstairs.." he mumbled to himself.

Hannibal walked upstairs to the shared bedroom. He had a feeling she was doing it again.

Y/N didn't hear him even walk in the bedroom. She's so busy in thought that she blocked out the whole world.

"Hi honey..how was your day?" Hannibal gently smiled at her.

Y/N jumped and turned around "oh hi Hannibal..I'm sorry I didn't know you were home" she quickly put on a robe to cover herself.

Hannibal sighed softly at her reaction "darling we need to talk. I've noticed lately you have been doing this..what's bothering you?"

Y/N froze for a second but answered anyway "what do you mean..? What have I've been doing lately" She smiled at him.

Y/N wasn't dumb. She knew that Hannibal could read her like a book. She knew that he knew something was bothering her. But she always felt bad having him deal with her problems. He already does that for work enough.

"Please don't do this..you and I both know I can read people well. Especially you my dear" Hannibal gently cups her face with his hands.

Y/N starting crying at his touch. She's been holding in her feelings for so long. Now it's all coming out at once.

"I-I'm sorry..I just..I.." Y/N couldn't even speak with how much she was crying.

Hannibal just held her as she sobbed. He had an idea what she was so upset about. And it hurt his heart.

"Y/N look at me please. I need you to look at me" He gently held her face in his hands.

Y/N continued to cry but did look at him "Hannibal what the hell do you see in me? I'm so fucking fat and gross and hideous! I don't deserve you at all! You deserve someone prettier and skinner! You always like to look good and I'm not that.."

Hannibal couldn't even believe what she was saying. That's what she thought about herself? That's why she's been looking in the mirror. It all makes sense to him now.

"Y/N no..no none of that is true. You are gorgeous..stunning. You light up the room when you walk in. You make my whole day just by smiling at me. I see my whole world in you. My whole life. I see a future with you. I love you Y/N..you are perfect. I love your curves..they are so beautiful"

Hannibal grabbed her and kissed her with as much passion as he could. It upset him how much she hated her body. To him she's a goddess. And he wish she could see that.

He pulled away and rested his forehead against hers "you are a goddess in my eyes my dear. Your curves make you beautiful. They make you you. And I love you"

Y/N had stopped crying after the kiss. He always knew how to make her feel better. That's one of the many things she loved about him.

"I love you too Hannibal..I'm sorry for having a little breakdown. Thank you for making me feel better" Y/N softly smiled.

Hannibal kissed her forehead "I will always make you feel better. Now matter how long it takes I'll make you see how gorgeous you are"

Y/N giggled a bit "you might be trying for a very long time"

"Well It's a good thing I want to spend the rest of my life with you my dearest Y/N"