Something You're Not Used To(URBAN/AUGUST ALSINA)

Chapter 40

Idk why mfs think this book finna be all correlated n shit. Let's take a trip down to lifetime shows and movies🤔🤭 ain't nun in this book fuckin normal be fr🙁. Enjoy chapter 40 though. Get ready for these next few chapters, we gon take a ride.

Corrie - 7 months later, December 12th.

Last month I had felt sick. Like really sick. November wasn't good to me. I didn't know what was up with me. August didn't care.

At least he didn't seem to.

I don't know what's up with him lately. Him and Kordell been hanging out like EVERYDAY. Then he'd come home late. He claimed to either go to the gym, the studio, or out with the boys. While I'm here taking care of his child. He doesn't even pay her too much attention. He's getting better at it now, but not how he was months ago. When we had Essence's first birthday party a few days ago, he barely communicated there.

This shit is stupid.

And it hurts. I love this man with my whole heart. I was starting to fall deep into a depression state. I hated it. It was like postpartum all over again.

We were really strong after that Magic situation. Then after maybe July or August, shit went downhill. People have noticed it too. I don't like the type of attention I get from this. It's a negative situation.

Today I was with Sarai. My best friend. We had a big ass fallout a good while ago, but we got close in May after that crazy ass situation with Magic, what a time.

We were heading to the studio. She had something important to take care of and she was gonna give  Onyx to her father while we were there. Tuh, I wish I could the same with Essence. His answer would always be, "Not now, but I got you next time." . Like be for real. You can't even watch your daughter?!

Anyways, we pulled up and got out the car, I grabbed my child as she got hers.

Going inside, I got a full ass blast of smoke. Weed at that.

"What the fuck?" I scoffed.

"Ay all the smokers to da back! We got kids in hea now." Dell said to a group of people.

Immediately the people who had the blunts was walking to the back.

"Good evening mama." Dell said kissing Rai and then Onyx.

"Good evening! Is Jayda here? We working on sum."

"Yeah, she should be in the back finishing some food up." He said.

"I'm here!" She chuckled running in.

They immediately got to work and Onyx was now in Dell's hands. We sat on the couch while they were in the studio.

"So how did court go yesterday?" I asked him.

"It was cool. Ya know. She getting what she deserves."

He had sued Magic. After all that shit went down. Then a coupla months later, him and Sarai finally got together.

We were still tryna find out on who send Sarai these messages. It was confusing but we were tryna take it day by day.