As lunch started I was outside eating. I decided to eat alone, I was afraid to be a bother to Bruce, Vance, and Robin. I had already sat at their table for a bit.
"There you are!" I heard someone say. It was Robin. "I've been looking for you." He said, sitting down next to me.
"Hey- sorry" I said, looking down at my food. I still was thinking about the kiss. I mean, it was kind of hard to think that my best friend kissed me.
"Why aren't you sitting at the table today?" Robin asked, seeing I was eating my lunch out here.
"What are we now?" I asked, looking at his hands. I supposed I was ignoring his previous question, but I needed an answer to this,"Since we both.." I tried to explain it without being weird.
"We kissed and we both love each other." Robin confirmed. "Do you want to continue being friends or do you want to.." he paused. I knew what he meant though.
"Being together would be amazing but awkward." I stated looking out in front of us.
"Only at the start" Robin chuckled. I blushed at this comment, then looked over at him.
"Do you.. want to be something?" I asked him, hoping I didn't sound like a total idiot, though I probably did.
"I don't know.." Robin said, looking across from us. "I guess." I heard Robin mutter.
There was a small pause. I didn't want things to be awkward between me and Robin, but I just.. love him. I don't really know how to feel about everything.
"Do you?" Robin asked, breaking the pause. I saw his head look towards me.
I stayed silent. I do, but I don't know if it's best for us.. and if my dad ever found out..
"Finn.?" Robin asked, I felt his hand be placed on top of mine.
"I do but.." I started, turning to looking at him. "I don't want this to be anything weird for us."
I continued."Me neither." Robin chuckled. "Oh man this is all so confusing."
"Let's just leave it unconfirmed for a bit." I suggest.
"Alright" Robin smiled. I liked his smile a lot.
"Oh my god" I smiled, covering my face.
"What?" Robin asked. I couldn't tell if he was concerned or also smiling.
"I'm so awkward" I said looking up.
"That's fine, it's cute." Robin giggled, making me blush.
I covered my face again, knowing I was blushing a lot. I giggled and cringed at myself. How does he even like me?
"Did you finish eating?" Robin asked, looking down at my half eaten food.
"Not really-" I said. "But we have class soon." I put away my food, looking at Robin.
There was a small pause of us just staring at each other.
"I love you." I muttered, looking down at my feet.
"Love you too, Finn." I heard Robin say, as I saw him stand up from the corner of my eye. "Let's get to class." He said.
As I stood up I spoke lightly. "You don't have to worry about me as much as you do." I smiled.
Both of us fell quiet. Every time we have a pause it always feels like we can just understand each other for a moment before one of us talks. I kind of enjoy it though it can feel weird.
"Yeah, but you bring up serious topics then act as if it is normal and.." Robin words drifted off. I could hear his concerned tone as he spoke.
"It's fine Robin.. I'm fine." I said, looking down starting to walk with him to class. "It's nothing to be worried about."
"..alright." Robin sighed, as we walked into class together.
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FanfictionFinney has recently moved schools, and he has had a hard time, which doesn't pile up well with his dad. One day, Finney meets a kid who really has helped him and makes him feel a certain way he has never felt before, but it's a positive feeling that...