So Much to Say

To the One I Called Mine

I remember a conversation

Had on the side of the your exit in the dark

In my car as we stole seconds from the night

Not wanting to say goodnight

I remember this conversation

One that ended with you crying

Into my shoulder as we spoke

of her

I remember deciding in that moment

Fully deciding

That you would always come first

Even times above myself

I decided that when I fully felt for you

I would love you selflessly

And I would love you for a long time

Decided that I would hold on tight to you

I remember talk of seconds and hurt

I remember saying to you

That if there ever came a day when I lost you

It would be because of her

And while I hate to say it

Hate to say such words over such

A heartbreaking thing as the loss of you....

I told you so my darling...