White Sheets • Zalfie

Dissing & Missing

"Are you ready yet!" Alfie calls from outside the bathroom. "Two seconds gorgeous" I shout. I straighten my dress and open the door. Alfie's eyes widen. "Oh god, is it too short?" I question instantly thinking something is wrong with my attire. He stands for a moment. "Not at all. Never. Look at you" He says taking my hand. "Your making it irresistible not to kiss you." He mumbles coming closer. "I have red lipstick on, I suggest you keep your kisses for later unless you want red lipstick all over you and ten more minutes of me fixing my make up. He cackles and nods. We walk down the stairs into the hall way and say good bye to my dad and Joe. Joe was invited to tonight 'YouTube's Night In' but Gabby didn't want to go, so Joe doesn't want to go. Surprise, surprise. But, I suppose that's how I am with Alfie. We jump in our cab and make small conversation. "You do realise we can't do anything tonight, everyone will be vlogging" He says caressing my thigh. "I know," I say, disappointment spreading across my face. "God job I get all my kisses now aye little one" He said. He pulled me closer. He placed his finger under my chin and made me look up. He pecked then lightly.

As we went up to the penthouse in the lift alone we stole some kisses before the rest of the night was empty without them. I walked out the lift and mumbled an 'Bye' to Alfie and found my way to Louise. "hey chummy" She smiled. "Hello" I smiled back. She pulled me into the ladies toilets and checked if anyone was in them. "You and Alfie. Status report: Go!"  I sighed. "Just dating, but Lou. Oh my god. His kisses. He makes me feel so special. I just don't want to rush it"I smile, getting dreamy at the thought of my brown head mop. She smiled and we walked back out. We went and sat down in a booth which consisted of ALL the British youtubers. Including Alfie. As I sat down he gave me a little wink. I could feel my self blushing. Myself and Alfie were at the end opposite each other. "I think it's my turn for drinks right? Zo, can you help get them?" He smiled. I got up and followed him. "You look amazing Zoe" he whispered guiding me through a few drunk people. "You already said that." I giggled. "I have to make sure you know it" He whispered. "What would you like to drink?" He smiles. "A coke with no ice please gorgeous" I giggled. He ordered everyone else's and we walked back to the table.
  "LETS DANCE" A drunk Marcus screamed. Everyone got up and make their way to the middle of the penthouse and started to dance. I couldn't see Alfie so I presumed he was staying away due to the vlogs. In fact, I couldn't see any of my friends. I felt my self heat up. I walked to the toilets knowing I needed to calm down, or find Alfie. As I approached the toilets, I saw some people making out. I scoffed at the fact I couldn't do that with Alfie, and she was all over him. But, it wasn't until I looked closer, I saw a mop of brown hair, Alfie. Oh my god. I ran down the stairs and to my car. I couldn't breath. I sat there for a moment before I was half stable and started to drive home. So many questions flooded my head.

Why?

Why did he say he would never do that, but just did?

Why would he promise never to become Wilf?

I mean, fair do, we aren't a couple or anything, but I thought we had something special. He even said we had something special between us! HE SAID IT. I clutched onto the steering wheel more and put on the stereo. I need to calm down. I opened the door to be greeted by my Dad. "Zoe!" He exclaimed wrapping me in a hug. "Where's Alfie?" He immediately asked. I started to full blow cry. He picked me up and placed me on the sofa. "Breathe Zoe, breathe, okay. What happened" He said calm. How could he be calm right now. "I saw Alfie kissing another girl, a-and I know we aren't official, but we both said t-that we had something and that he would never become Wilf" I sobbed. "Zoe, calm down please. It's fine. I'll make you some hot chocolate and we can chill out, okay?". My dad soon walked in with two hot chocolates. He passed me mine and I began to sip carefully. "Calm down and talk to him in a couple of days" my dad started. This continued into a long night of talking about Alfie.

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