White Sheets • Zalfie

Vidcon & Seen

Zoe-

"Zoe, I mean. Are you sure?" My dad asks me. "Dad please, Alfie means everything to me, I want to be near him. Plus the water is good my anxiety plus, its new surroundings! I can do so much there!" I plea. "Zoe your just going to be so far away from me and Joe!" He says a little louder. I feel Alfies arm around me tighten as he pulls me closer. "Actually," Joe speaks, we all turn to my brother who seems to get in the way of the little feud between my father and I. "Im moving in with Caspar." He pauses, "With Caspar" My Dad looks hurt. But he can't blame us for both wanting to go our own ways. I mean we are adults now. We aren't going to be Daddy's Prince and Princess forever are we? "I guess, its fine. You have to really" My Dad smiles softly. Alfies lips press against my neck and it sends chills upon me and I want to kiss him so much right now, but I know that next time we get a moment alone, we can share a kiss or two. "Go on, Im going to the pub." My Dad smiles. Im glad he's happier now. I was really scared that he wouldnt let me go, not that he would ever stop me but feel upset about it. Alfie and I walked up the stairs until we reached my room. He held my hand and closed the door. He directed me to the bed and help both hands and we slowly attracted our lips together. Leaning back onto the bed until we were both lying down, Alfies hand caressed my leg, leaving me with a smile at we kiss. Alfie giggles into the kiss and then he slowly removes my clothes, as I do the same to him. We get underneath the covers and cuddle up. Alfie slowly strokes my hair and continuously kisses my forehead. "Im so happy" He whispers, its the first thing he's said since leaving my Dad downstairs. "Im happy too," I whisper. "Especially now I have you" He whispers after moment. I look up into his eyes and smiled. He smiles back. My eyes linger on his, "You have no idea how much I love you, you'll never know. You make me so incredibly happy" I finish. He places his hand on my cheek and slowly leans in. I close my eyes and wait for his sweet lips to touch mine. As soon as they touch I fall in love with him all over again. Minute or two, he pulls away and I smile widely. "Two weeks baby, two weeks and I'll see you every day" I smile yet again and close my eyes. I hear Alfie turn the lamp of and pull my curtains a little more over and snuggle back down. That's all it was. Two more weeks and I will be within walking distance to Alf.

I woke up to the shower running in the distance and nobody laying beside me. In which I presumed Alfie was the one in the shower. I got up and walked into the bathroom and smiled at Alfie washing his hair. "Morning Little One" He shouts so I can hear him over the shower. "Morning" I mumble. He turns off the shower and points towards the towel rack, implying for me to get him his towel. I pass him his towel and he ties it around his waist and steps out the shower. He kisses my cheek and I smile softly. "Still feeling under the weather?" He asks whilst drying his hair. I nod as I brush my teeth. He begins to kiss my neck sweetly and he sends shivers down my spine. "You'll be feeling better in a couple of days for Vidcon. You excited to see Tyler? I know you haven't spoken as much." He says walking back into the bedroom, myself following. "Yeah, I suppose. It just means we can't be together much though" I say, sadness hitting me. "Maybe, we could..." He trails, I raise my eyebrow. "Maybe we could come out? I dont want to rush you little one, but it will make our life so much easier. I hate seeing you all panicky." He says pulling his top over his head. "Alf, I just want to keep me and you a secret for as long as I can, not that its bad, I just don't want to them all to hate us" I say looking down, I climb back into bed bot wanting to drive back to Brighton today. Alfie's eyes immediately turn and lock mine. "They will not hate us. How could someone ever hate someone as beautiful as you. You are the most kind and caring person known to man. Okay?"He says looking me in the eye. I nod.

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Its currently the day of Vidcon and the whole British YouTube Crew were currently waiting to board the plane. I held Alfie's arm. Nobody was around so I took a chance. "Alf, Im really nervous." I whisper. He places his head on top of my own. "I'll be here every step of the way. Im not going anywhere I promise." He kisses my head and returns back to his game of Dots. "Pinky Promise?" He looks up and removes his hand from his phone and interlocks his pinky with my own. "Pinky Promise" He states.

Me and Alfie walk hand in hand on the plane and et go as soon as we go t find our seat, just in case we bump into any viewers. We find our seat and sit down. We both put on our seat belts and I drape my leg over Alfie's and get comfortable.