White Sheets • Zalfie

Wheels & Heels

I woke up to hear Alfie's voice. I smiled softly, and got up. WAIT. NO! Memories of last night came flodding through. It wouldnt stop. I gently walked out my room to see what was going on. I could hear my dads voice. "Alfie, just now isnt the right time." My Dad states. Go Dad! "But, please Mr Sugg. She need to hear me out" He sobs. It hurts me to hear him like that, but deep down I know if I go running into his arm he will make something up. I dont want that. "Just tell her i'll be at my flat. When shes ready, come speak to me" He says, I hear the front door close and I exhale. I go back to bed and drown my sorrows.

Days past and my phone beeps, interupting my three day run of watching Gossip Girl episodes back to back. I pick up without even checking the caller ID.

Marcus: Hey Zo.

Zoe: Oh hey Marcus.

I sigh.

Marcus: Patched things up with Alf yet?

He questions. I dont want to answer that.

Me: No. What he did was wrong. He promised me, he promised me he wouldnt become Wilf. I know we were one hundred percent offical. But we both knew we had something special.

Marcus: Zoe! He never kissed that girl! Get to his house now.

Marcus ended the call. Maybe, maybe I should see Alfie. Maybe just to hear his little lie. Maybe just to see his cute face. He cute, adorabl- I cant. No, I can. I have to. I grab an over night bag, because I plan to stay in a hotel. Im not going to just pop in for five minutes and do the four hour drive again.

I walk up the stairs to his flat. I know he's in. I saw three of he's lights on. I take a deep breath and knock on the door. "Alfie, its Zoe" I stutter. I dont even know why im on the verge of tears. I shouldnt be. I have to stay strong. "Alf" I sob. I hear something slid against the door. "Alfie, im sorry for ignoring you the past couple of days." I hear Alfie sniff. "Alfie please" I wipe my tears. "I should be the one crying, you are the one that kissed another girl." I add. "You said you werent Wilf" I mumble. "I know we arent together..." I start. I wipe yet mre tears that are streaming from my eyes. "Alfie, I love you" I blurt. Shit. I just said 'I love you' to Alfie. Fuck. I hear his breathing hitch. I stand up. "Bye Alfie." I mumble. As I begin to walk away. Alfie opens the door. His eyes are puffy and are bloodshot. His hair is messy, as messy as ever. He's wearing the same clothes from the other night. "Alf" I sob. I run into his arms. His long arms that wrap me into him. He rubs my bag. I nuzzle into his neck. I shouldnt be doing this. He walks into his flat a little more. He closes the door using his foot. He guides me to the sofa and sits me down. "Zoe, I never kissed that girl, she kissed me. Please! Please dont think im lying because im not. I would never ever do that to you. Because your amazing and I would hate to see you hurt. Can I take you some where?" He asks. That was alot to take in. I nodded in agreement. I still love Alfie and I trust him more now, I think.

We walk along the beach and we come across the pier. It was so pretty. I loved the way it lit up. We walk just a little bit more to the Brighton Wheel. Alfie guided me on and we slowly went up. We were in a pod alone. I was overlooking the sea when two hands wrapped around my waist. I looked at him "Zoe, I didnt enjoy that kiss. I pushed her off., immediately. Which means she must have just kissed me as you saw. But Zoe, I know deep down we have something that no one can explain. We have something special and amazing. Everytime I see you, you make my heart melt. Your the most funny, beautiful and most strong person I know. And I love you" He said them back. He said them back. Alfie Deyes said he loved me. "No more, taking the dates slow, because I love you and I want you to be my girlfriend. I want you to be mine. My beautiful girlfriend who I can show off. Because you amazing and I love you. I Alfie Deyes, is very much in love with you, Zoe Sugg." I cant breathe. "I love you too" I whisper. "So are you my beautiful girlfriend now?" I nod. I kiss him on the lips. I jump and wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him with everything in me. I love Alfie Deyes. This kiss is everything to me. I want to cherish this. I pull out my phone and take a picture with Alfie, both of us smiling. The biggest smiles ever seen.