Hello everyone!
Since I've can't complete the original in full confidence I've decided to dump all of my frustration of writing this one fic onto you by throwing whatever chapter remnants that I have onto here.
Sincerely, I'm really sorry for taking this long. There's no exact reason except for the fact that I can't keep writing when I find a laps in logic in my anything I do. I almost considered deleting this thing as a whole but I also couldn't bring myself to do that. I just had to accept that this fic will never be 100% for me. Other than that I had too many thoughts on how to end this or get them together, some written some not.
Either way these are the remnants.
By remnants I mean chapters that were either an ending that ran through my head like a bull, but I still decided not to publish or were unsatisfactory to me. Or filler chaps/ chapter ideas that didn't sit right with me. They lacked something that I didn't know how to write (Im not even sure the completed fic has enough logic for me). I kept a majority of them so why not post them all. Basically think of this as a collection of throw away chapters.
You might also notice that some of these chapters have a lot of similarities to the actual fic. I basically used some of these original parts in there, but that's what happens in the writing process I guess.
I often overthink the logic of what I write even for things for myself so this took way longer than I expected. Then I no longer have confidence in the chapter to post. These indecisive chapters are also part of the reason I kinda didn't update for a year and more.
I also feel like I owe it to you guys who had to wait so long for this to finish. Im really sorry, especially to anyone who tried asking and didn't get a response. That was bad and irresponsible on my part. I'M SORRY AND I LOVE YOU GUYS AND INEBM!
Note: the self indulgence in this is strong for me who craves for something physical and emotional from these two (I'm a whore for this pair). Please don't judge the OOC and ramblings of my previous sixteen year old self (ngl still me now😓) PRETEND I ORPHANED EVERYTHING! This will just have to remain as part of the digital footprint of a teenager.
If anyone ever wanted to do something with this or adopt it, they can. Take whatever creative liberties you guys want if anyone wants to attempt to. If anyone wanted to edit chapters from this collection DM me and I'll send the chapter to you, or you can screenshot it.❤️
Hope you enjoy! ❤️ (^_^)
