yeongyu oneshots

without you

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beomgyu headed to the nearest store and bought flowers, he and jeongin were headed someplace special.

"you sure youll be okay?" jeongin asked.

"ill manage.. plus." beomgyu said softly.

"its been a while." beomgyu said chuckling a bit.

jeongin sighed and they made their way to the cemetary, they went to the aisle and stopped at the grave in front of them.

"hey.. hey beoms its okay." jeongin said hugging the crying older.

"h-hes gone..!" beomgyu sobbed stuffing his face closer to the younger.

"beoms its okay, look at him."

"hes most likely in.. a better place."

beomgyu didnt wanna look, he couldnt, he couldnt endure it.

"i h-hate him.. why.. w-why..?"

jeongin frowned slightly and looked at the grave.

choi yeonjun
sep, 13th 1999 - july 5th 2022
a son, a cousin, a niece, and a loving boyfriend.
we miss you.

jeongin sniffled and hugged beomgyu tighter, after staying like that for a bit beomgyu moved away and thanked the younger.

beomgyu kneeled down and placed the flowers there, he sighed staring at it.

•flashback•

beomgyu was furious, he was in tears after what he witnessed. yeonjun chased after the younger in panic.

"beomgyu!"

"beomgyu wait!

"BEOMGYU!"

all he remember was being pushed to the sidewalk, he listened in horror as he heard a slam and thump, people screamed and beomgyu covered his mouth.

"no.."

"n-no.."

"no no no.."

beomgyu sobbed and sobbed, he wouldnt leave his room for weeks, and also wouldnt eat.

yeonjun was dead on impact, he was responsive so they announced his death and mr and mrs choi were devestated.

beomgyu cant believe thats how it ended, how he was mad, so so mad.

then yeonjun ended up saving him.

wow.

asshole..

beomgyu had to be pulled out the room by jeongin, the older sobbed and sobbed to the point his face was red and puffy.

"beomgyu.. its okay."

"n-no! its not!"

beomgyu cried out, and shook his head sobbing and choking on his tears.

•end of flashback•

beomgyu shook his head and cried, he sent a flying kiss and stared at the dirt.

"i love you.. so much."

"still have our promise ring.."

"im taking care of yuto for you, he keeps barking but its okay."

"it took me a lot of courage to see you.. sorry that i took a year jun."

"im so sorry."

"you shouldnt have saved me."

"i was mad."

"i was being selfish."

"and i cant go back."

"so im here now, telling you i miss you and .. everyone else does too.

beom choked on his tears again, by now both were crying.

"bye jun, i love you so much." beomgyu said shakily.

they left and jeongin made sure to soothe the older, make sure he wasnt as sad as before.

they watched a movie and fell asleep cuddling, he missed everything about the older.

his luagh.

his smile.

his pouts.

his angry face.

his giggles.

his eyes.

his dark chocolate siren eyes.

everything.

he swore he would never date anyone else, his reasoning was.

"me and yeonjun never broke up.".

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