Depression and Obsession // Notti Osama

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"outta shape as shit" i mumbled to myself as i was huffin and puffin after helping ty with his boxs , i went to my room since i really haven't been on my phone at all today

ayay
are you done helping ur dad
hellooo
??
text me when ur done

i'm done

ok hi

hi

wyd

nothin u?

texting u
r u busy?

maybe
why

wanna get smth to eat w me n dd & ddot?

when and where?

like rn and idk wherever

u guys wanna just come to mine for dinner?

sure
who's all at ur house tho

actually nvm

mcht
whyyyy

i can't sorry
we have company over
i forgot about them lol

ight
u comin to school tmrr tho?

yea

good cus u neva missed more then 2 days in ur life

how you know that?

i'm guessing
to much of a try hard

okay well goodbye Ethan

ttyl?

maybe

3rd pov

Notti was at home panicking bad

the full and honest truth was that notti was obsessed with Ayla, i mean like he is 100% a stalker

before they ever talked he would just watch her all day at school, his backpack was filled with things she might need; snacks, paper, pencils, a phone and computer charger etc etc

and he might've stalked her on every social platform so he found out her favorite artist; xxxtentacion

once Notti found out he listened to all of his albums every song he could find on Spotify and Soundcloud and some even on youtube, he watched all youtube videos Xs has ever made , he even made his mom subscribe to Hulu so he could watch his documentary

not only that Notti found out her dad made beats and produced some songs and then debated on hitting him up on instagram about making a song with Notti

if you asked Notti to name 5 random facts about Ayla he would name 20 that she never even told him, Notti stalked this girl so hard to the point where his mom took his phone at one point cause it's all he would do

but in Nottis favor his family forgot about the girl he stalked because he stopped telling them about it, Notti still stalks her everyday

He's made fake senecios in his head about them doing things before he fell asleep at night, he woke up thinking about her, he fell asleep thinking about her

every interaction they have Notti gets more and more obsessive with her, every time she touch's his arm his knees get weak anytime she literally exists Notti wants to give her any and everything he possibly could

Notti has threatened boys and girls that go to school with them over Ayla, Ayla was 100% attractive and everyone notices it and every boys and some girls wants a chance but since she's quiet they never talk to her

Notti was going to make Ayla his one way or another, he didn't care she was gonna be his and he was gonna hers

a/n
smth short cus i gotta update my other books
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