Why did you leave? Couldn't you have atleast said something? I would have respected your desion and maybe it wouldn't have hurt so much.
I keep thinking of you. All the promises we never got to keep. The plans we never did. You're probably gonna go do them with someone else now. I started to not be enough so you found someone new. I'm glad you have someone but it just hurts. I've been starting realized how much I did for you and how little you did for me. When you were suicidal I stayed up and would talk you out of it but when I was you left me on read saying you fell asleep. You would say I was your world but you never acted like it. People said it must be nice to have someone who worships you but you never worshiped me. You didn't listen when I set boundaries. You weren't really there for me. You would hurt but then I had to comfort you.
I know we could never be close again but I miss you. You really hurt me but I still fucking miss you. I miss your laugh. I miss our calls. I miss hearing you talk about what you are passionate about. I miss the little jokes we had. You were the one person I trusted and who I could be myself around. Do you ever miss me? Do you feel bad for abandoning me?
