Warnings: Self Harm, Rape, and Abuse. I apologize if these next couple of chapters are sad, I'm in the mood to be sad. So if you don't like it I'm sorry. This is still JJ x JB x Reader, ion know why but I like it like this, so it's prolly gonna stay that way for a while.
I just got back from my fathers house, covered in blood, bruises, cuts, tears. I walk into the Château met with the faces of my friends and boyfriends, horrified looks on their faces. I stood in the doorway hardly being able to keep myself stable. I collapse to my knees, weakly sobbing and violently shaking. Everyone stood to their feet and rushed to me. I looked up from the floor to see JJ standing in front of me, tears threatened to spill from his eyes. John B took in a sharp breath, kneeling down to pick me up. "Where did you go?!" Pope asked worried. "My dads.." I said weekly, hardly able to move at all. "We said to tell us when you were going so we could go with you Y/N.." JJ responded, his voice soft. "I know but I wanted to try to fix things, but he was on pills.. and I didn't know until after he beat me.." "It was honestly pathetic to even think that he would change. I should've known." I sigh and jump from John B's arms and walking to the guest room slamming the door, locking it behind me.
*John B's POV.* It's been almost a week since Y/N has come out of her room, we've all tried to at least talk to her, but every time we either get no response at all or she tells us to go away. I've heard her crying and screaming many nights, sometimes she will scream telling someone to stop, I've tried so hard to get into her room but I can't. I'm starting to think about just busting the door down, I can't stand the thought of her being in so much pain. Neither can JJ, we've both sat in my room crying and trying to come up with a way to get her out. Tonight I heard nothing, which scared me, because hearing her cry was telling me she was still alive, knowing her past I couldn't help but worry. But after a little while I knocked on her door, nothing. No heavy breathing, no quite sobbing, no screaming, nothing. At that point I kicked the door down, I couldn't do it anymore. Me and JJ ran into the room, finding her laying on the floor with a blade in her hands. We picked her up and laid her on the bed, checking her pulse. "Her pulse is normal, go get the rubbing alcohol and a rag." I tell JJ, he nods and leaves the room. I can't help but stare at her, tears flowing from my eyes. JJ walked back into the room handing me the rag and alcohol. I lift her shirt above her head to properly clean her cuts. I looked at her torso, bruises, burns from cigarettes, swelling, cuts, there was even bruises that looked like they were from someone gripping tightly onto her thighs. I looked up at JJ realizing her father did way more than just hit her.
I broke. I couldn't stop the tears from violently spilling from my eyes. I pour some of the alcohol onto the cloth and clean the cuts, she starts wincing as I do so, waking up. She sits up and looks around, looking at the door on the floor, my tear stained face, JJ's anger in his eyes. I continued to clean her cuts, ignoring the look of guilt in Y/N's eyes. I finished cleaning her cuts and just looked at her. Neither me nor JJ were mad at her, we were mad at her quote on quote father, but we felt hurt. Hurt she didn't come to us. "I'm sorry.." Was all she could manage to say. "Please don't apologize baby, we are just a little hurt you didn't come to us.." JJ responded sitting next to her, as did I. "We're worried about you princess. Could you tell us what happened?" I asked softly. She nodded. "I walked inside and saw him and his friends watching football and drinking beers. I walked over to him and asked to speak to him. He refused to get up and talk to me so I said never mind and started to walk outside to come back here and one of his friends grabbed me and pushed me to the floor, I looked over at my dad and asked for help, he stood up so I thought he was coming to help but instead he hit me. Then before I knew it, I was being raped by his friends, being hit by him and his friends, and he just watched. He didn't say anything, he didn't help, just watched. When they all fell asleep I went to get up and leave and I looked at the TV stand and saw 3 or 4 bottles of pain pills." She said her voice shaky and soft. I looked at her, my eyes filled with pain. It hurt me knowing what she's gone through.
"I'm sorry cupcake, why don't we get you a bath, some snacks and after can all just cuddle and watch TV?" JJ asked. "I don't really wanna be alone.." She looked at the floor, tears falling to her legs. "Alright, one of us can bathe with you, so you can get cleaned up, while the other gets the food and movie ready, ok?" I said bringing my hand to her cheek wiping her tears from her face as she turned to look at me. "Thank you guys, I know I can be a lot to handle, but thank you for always sticking with me." She said smiling softly at me and JJ. "Since I can't even make popcorn, I'll shower with you, and John B can get the other stuff ready." JJ said standing up grabbing her hand to help her to her feet. I stood up, giving her a quick kiss and hug before walking out to get blankets and clothes from my room. I hand Y/N a hoodie and a pair of her underwear to wear. JJ went to his room to grab clothes and towels.
*Readers POV.* Me and JJ walked into the bathroom, he started the shower making sure it wasn't too hot. I undressed and stepped in, as did JJ. "I love you cupcake." He said grabbing the shampoo and putting some in my hair. "I love you too baby." I responded smiling as he rubbed the shampoo through my scalp. I grabbed his shampoo and did the same for him, after we were done we got out and dressed. We walked out of the bathroom, as we did the smell of cookies hit our noses. I run to the kitchen, JJ laughing at my excitement. "Holy shit babe!" I say laughing at John B. "You can actually cook!" I said hugging his waist. "Well, you did teach me a while back." He said turning around and kissing my forehead. "Now let me finish the food, go away!" He said shooing me from the kitchen. "Ok ok! I love you!" I said walking to the fridge and grabbing a beer. I grabbed another handing it to JJ. We both sat on the couch, talking and drinking the beers. John B walked in with a tray full of food.
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(The snacks.)
"Holy shit babe!" I practically yell in excitement. "Damn John B, this is impressive!" JJ says, his face lighting up. John B set the tray on the coffe table and grabbed the TV remote. He sat next to me going to Netflix, putting on my favorite movie. He pulled me to his shoulder, taking my beer from my hands and stealing a sip. "Hey! Go get your own!" I say playfully smacking his arm and yanking the beer from him. He laughs and leans to get a cookie from the snack tray. After a while we all fall asleep on the couch, the boys cuddling my sides.
