Random One Shots

F! reader x 2012 Leonardo

TW!!! - thoughts and mentions of self harm

Y/n woke up in the middle of the night, she rubbed her eyes and checked the time.

"uuug... 2 AM?!" She exasperated, then as her brain began to work, she thought of Leo. Her face went a little red at the thought of him.

"No. He wouldn't be up at this time.. As she thought more and more, of her situation. Y/n became saddened. Her eyes widened as her thoughts swirled around in her head. She reached over to her nightstand next to her bed, she pulled the droor open. Her brain swirled and ached with thoughts as she starred at an item inside of the compartment. Her head ached and swelled with uncertainty. As she reached carelessly and grabbed the box cutter.

She sat up. Shuffling around in the covers, leaning against the wall behind her. Y/n brought the knife in front of her face.

"Why not." She thought. As Y/n continued to stare, and ponder. She hadn't done it yet. It's not too late to turn back.

But she kinda wanted to. What if she did. What would happen. She thought more and more. Thoughts clouded her brain, making anxiety swirl in her chest, making Y/n uncomfortable.

She rolled up her left sleeve of her hoodie. Her hand shook as she starred at her wrist. Why. Why am I feeling this way? What am I gonna do about it? I don't honestly know. I need something. I need something to relieve myself from this. What. What. What? What? What?! WHAT?!

Y/n took in a shaky breath as she pushed the button up, revealing the blade.

Her hands shook at the blade loose in the plastic covering made rattling noises, making her more anxious. Y/n bit her lip, as she drew the blade close to her skin.

"Hi Y/n!" A voice came from her window. Y/n jumped and squealed a little as she quickly put the blade under the covers. She looked to her window and saw Leo. He smiled and waved. Y/n took a sigh of relief.

He didn't see. Y/n smiled a little, sliding the knife under her pillow as she got out of bed, and walked over to the window, opening it for him. Leo hopped inside the room making no noise.

"Hey! How are you?" Y/n asked, sitting on the window sill.

"Im good! You?" He asked smiling, He's so joyful. I wonder, if he came because he was sad? His smile soon turned into slight concern.

"Why are you crying?" He asked, leaning in a little.

"Huh?" she put a hand to her face to find she was crying, Y/n blinked a few times, wiping the tears from her face.

"Sorry! I don't know why in crying." Leo put an arm around her,

"Is there something you want to tell me?" He asked, ready to listen to what she might say.

"Uh, no." She looked down trying to avoid eye contact. Leo leaned forward, looking into her eyes. Y/n's eyes wandered down and to the side repeatedly until they met his.

She felt more tears come to her eyes, she swallowed and looked up at him as Leo sat back up. He looked at her, showing it was ok, and putting his hand up to her face, wiping a tear away.

"It's ok. I'm feeling sad too. Your not alone. I promise." He admitted. Y/n stood up, and walked nervously to her bed, gently dragging Leo along. She reached under her pillow, pulling out the clean blade. He sighed gently grabbing it from her hand, investigating the blade.

"I didn't do anything... but, I almost did. Im.. sorry." Y/n managed to mutter out her words, her voice barely squeezing out at the end, as tears fell from her eyes. Leo put the knife down and out his arms around her.

Y/n was startled a little, but put her arms around him too, she put her face into his shoulder, leaning into him a little.

"It's ok. You are too much of a good person to do that. You are amazing, talented, funny, and a good person in general. You don't deserve any pain or injury. Please, don't do it." Leo said, in a calm voice. He sat down on the bed relaxing a little, as Y/n cried in his arms.

"Do you want me to stay tonight?" He asked, Y/n nodded. Leo let go of her and closed the window, locking it. He then texted his brothers he would be back tomorrow.

"Ok. Now we can sleep, yea?" Y/n smiled a little,

"There's the smile I love." He said, hugging Y/n, and getting in bed with her, throwing the knife across the room. Leo put her against the wall, hugging her protectively. Y/n blushed slightly but felt her eyes get heavy. She drifted off to sleep, as well as Leo, feeling relieved.

HI!! Thank you for reading!! Hope you enjoyed!

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