It's Not Easy

~Eleven~

I woke up a week after Ben left, throwing up. I was supposed to check on the girls today but I wasn't about to show up throwing my guys up. I sighed, trying to breathe and ignore the pain growing in my stomach. I grabbed my phone off my bedside table and dialled Alyssa's cell phone number, which she had given to me so I could let them know when I was on my way over.

"Hello?" She answered.

"Alyssa, it's Anastasia." I said quickly. "I'm really sick today, so I don't think I'll be able to show up today. Instead I'll stop by tomorrow, is that alright?"

"That's fine." She answered quickly.

"Okay." I said, before hanging up and rushing back to m bathroom.

"Anastasiaaaaa!" I hear Emily call from the door. "I have a bag of goodies for you!"

"Bathroom!" I called back, listening to the footsteps.

Both Emily and Erin walked into the bathroom, Emily handing me a Shoppers bag. I took the bag and glared at Emily the second I saw boxes of pregnancy tests.

"I'm not knocked up." I snapped.

"Might as well check." Erin smiled at me, hopping up into the counter.

"Ugh."

I spent the day in bed with Emily and Erin taking care of me, and watching random movies on Netflix. I never took one of the pregnancy tests, refusing to even think about being pregnant. There was no way.

"Anastasia, wake up." Emily shook me lightly. "You have to go to Ben's, you slept in."

I slowly opened my eyes, glancing past Emily at the clock, it was almost noon. I groaned, and rubbed my eyes, before sitting up and stretching. "I still feel like shit."

"Do you want me to go check on them?" Emily asked.

"No, I have to do it." I told her. "I promised."

"I'll go with you then." She beamed.

"You're staying in the car. Where's Erin?"

"Work."

The two of us quickly got ready and headed straight out to the car. on our way to Ben's, I had Emily text Alyssa to let her know we were on our way, and we stopped to grab coffee quickly. I sighed parking in front of the house, not sure what to expect when I went in.

"Hello?" I called, stepping into the house.

"We're alive. House is in one piece. No parties." Haven said from the kitchen.

"Well, that's good." I smiled at her. "Groceries?"

"We're in need of some." She stated. "But Alyssa and I can go."

"No, I told your dad I'd do it." I smiled. "Do you need anything?"

"I'd like to have my dad home, but you can't do that." She rolled her eyes. "So nope."

"Alright, could you write up a list of groceries you guys need so I can go shopping?"

Haven scribbled down a list and quickly handed it to me. I took it and left the house quickly. I think that's the most Haven's talked to me, ever.

"Grocery shopping." I told Emily getting in the car.

"They're okay?" She asked.

"They're fine." I told her. "I hate this though."

We drove to the grocery store and I made sure to pick up everything the girls needed before bringing it back to them. I really wasn't looking forward to doing this for the rest of Ben's tour.