Title :- Sad love
29th august , 2021
A fragile figure , knees pressed to his chest , teeth biting the soft-tender flesh of his fluffy lips making them bleed , trying his best to not let out any type of noise . He was eager just wanted to talk his heart out to the stars , he was so upset back in the days , many things , memories ghosted him . He was never this weak , how do anyone will get to know about the things he have been through when he never had anyone . Yes , yoongi is his best friend but was it worth to let him know the miseries of his life . When he himself was so disgusted by his own thoughts .
He wanted someone to be with him , to know his feelings . He had many things to let out but his questions were unanswered . Do you know how hard it is ? No one to talk to , no one to communicate , no one to understand your life , no one to answer your questions , no one to let you know it is ok you are not bad , you are not just another being but a worthy life .
He envied every one , every single person who was happy , had friends , had love . Is he that bad , why him , doesn't he deserve love ?
WHAT SIN DID HE DO TO BE LEFT LIKE THIS ?
He was too lonely . But is this his fault . Why he is here , what happened to him . What made him like this .
IT'S HIS BIRTHDAY , the day he regrets to death . The day he was brought to light is the same day he was engulfed to dark .
No one knows , not even his parents . How he is suffering . How he is longing to be loved . He is not ready to face all of this alone . He wants someone to have a hold on him . Just him and his love all together , away from this hell . He can't breath here , this place suffocates him.
HOME SWEET HOME , how this place which was supposed to be his peace , turned out as a hell , just him being surrounded by 4 walls . Why ?
I always wonder how can people look at me with those admiring eyes when i have too many flaws ? You want to know the truth , they always ignore them . But , Why can't they accept me with all of these flaws . They are a part of me , this is me , I m surrounded with flaws . I want them to accept me just how i accept everyone no matter who and what they are . I welcome them all the same , then why ? I am differentiated by them .
He tried alot but he can never accept this , his questions were all heard by the walls of his bathroom , his all complaints were welcomed by the stars and his misery was accepted by his pillows.
Still what he wanted was just someone to hold him , he wanted the warmth , the light , which was never provided to him , what he was left with ~
EVERYTHING DARK AND COLD
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So the above underlined lines refers how humans admire the moon from afar as it shines bright and think that it is perfect without any flaws , when they get to know about its flaws they ignore them . But the moon always accepts everyone and everything humans , dog , meteroids on it's surface . And if you can connect the dots the lines start as he was eager to talk his heart out to stars ( jungkook) as mentioned in the previous part .
°• Title sad love conveys , A heavy emptiness that may be coupled with a yearning to have what is unattainable or to bring back what was lost •°
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