Title :- The subtle art of not giving a fu'k
Life wasn't easy to handle all alone , i had no choice .
I needed you , your love , time , care , affection .
But you were never there .
Yes , i maybe wrong but i didn't had any other option .
Death is not a choice , but it was a decision .
Just think , how much death may hate me that after taking 53 pills too , my heart didn't stop .
It was beating for no reason , i believed maybe it was beating for love , for you , But i was wrong .
The worst kind of pain in life is when you know someone got through something ;
And you put them through the same thing again .
I was happy to have found love but my heart was disappointed at the way i lived .
So now look me in the eye and tell me , do i deserve all that ?
Maybe yes , i was not enough for anyone .
Lived forever for others , wanted to live once for myself .
But how ?
My life was in your hands , you chose to crush it over and write my fate with pieces ;
Now i am a disappointed being with no hope to live a life ,
second chance to life was with you .
What should i do now ?
Wait for another chance given by someone else ?
I wish i was strong enough to live for myself but i am weak in your love .
Love was strength for me but you made it a weakness of mine .
I hope you found peace in your heart .
Yours
- Jeon Taehyung ♡
Taehyung-ah , where are you going ? Jimin asked frowning as taehyung was packing his bag .
Going to live . Taehyung replied with a poker face .
Live ? Where ? Jimin asked , looking at him who was back facing jimin .
Taehyung sighed , placing the book he was holding on chair .
He turned around staring in jimin's questionable eyes .
I am going to live a life , my life which is given to me by myself , the hope i had with everyone was disappointing me everyday .
So now , i am going to give myself a hope of life and if i ever disappoint my heart , i will catch up and will make more efforts to live .
He said , a little smile appeared on jimin's lips .
Do you want me to come with you for sometime ? Jimin asked smiling , to which taehyung shook his head in denial .
He picked up the book , took a pen from his table .
He turned around the pages up to page 10 , encircled some words or lines as jimin thought .
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