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𝓦𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓦𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓨𝓸𝓾 ( 22 )

Death is always a surprise. No one expects it. Not even doctors think they are going to die in a day, two, weeks and years.

We are never ready. It is never the right time. By the time it comes, you will not have done all the things that we wanted to. The end always comes as a surprise, and it's a tearful moment for all of the people who loves us.

I was standing behind him but he was just staring to the coffin Infront of us.

Everyone was very surprised when Khim told us that Yim was dead, Since that day I never saw Kale smile again, He was always looking at nothing, His mind was always far away and we all understood that, Yim is very important to him so we know that he is also very hurt right now.

I look at him when he stood up from his seat, Khim didn't notice him because she was busy talking to other people who attend his funeral.

I put down my tray and quietly followed him.

He held his chest as he stepped heavily. I silently followed him and when we were a little far from the chapel, His tears started to flow, His sob became louder, I feel the pain every time he sobs, I feel the weight he carries now. As we moved further away, his sobs became louder as he struggled to breathe too, It hurt to see Kale break down like this.

My heart is breaking because of his sob, I want to hug him and want to tell that he is not alone, I am here and everyone was still here with him but I also know that he needs to be alone.

His sobbing grew louder while walking in the corridor of this building, I wiped my tears because they suddenly started to fall.

Every time he sobs, my heart breaks.

He is hurt now because he lost a loved one, If I were in his situation, I might be like him.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........... He screamed in pain and he fell to his knees, I immediately came to him and held his arm, Tiredness and pain were the first to be seen in his eyes.

Kale; I hugged him and I couldn't help but sob because of his appearance, He look so tired and the pain he was feeling was overwhelming.

I'm here, I'm always here Kale, You're not alone, Everyone is here; I told him as he continue sobbing in my arms.

Every sob he did was like a knife piercing my heart into pieces, I can't do anything to ease the pain he feels right now because I'm not in his shoe.

You're not alone Kale, I'm always here for you, You can cry all you want I'm willing to listen to all your pain, Please don't torture yourself; I gently crease his head as his sob continue.

I kneel so that I can hold him properly, He didn't protest and he just let me hold him. He needs comfort right now, He may look strong but I know that he was so hurt right now.

( KALE POV )

The feeling that you can't do anything to save him. I was hopeless watching him dying Infront of me. He did a lot to me but I couldn't do anything to bring him back.

I don't know when will I accept that he is gone, I don't know if I can for the rest of my life if I can't accept the fact that he left me. I know that he's now in a happy place.

Mr. Chawarin; I looked at the man and stood up.

I took a deep breath before taking the microphone.

Good afternoon everyone, I know you all know me, I just want to send a message to the person who was closed to my heart.

Maybe not everyone knows that before he became my husband he was my best friend, a friend you can lean on when you need someone you can talk too, Yim Chawarin is a kind and very passionate man that I have met, He always tells me that no matter how much I went through, I should always smile.

I bite my lips because my tears are trying to escape from my eyes, My chest is tight with the pain I feel, I stop my emotions and continue what I should had to be said.

He was with me when I needed someone to talk to, He never left me even in my darkest day, No matter how much we went through, He always made me laugh and made sure I was safe, Yim you always made sure that I'm safe before your own, We promised each other but you left me first, Sending you like this wasn't easy, How will I wake up in the morning without seeing you, How can I deal with everything without you, But I know that you're happy wherever you are right now, I'm sending you away with a smile because I know- ..... I took a deep breath and then I couldn't stop the tears that fell from my eyes.

I'm sending you away with a s-smile because I know that's what makes you happy, Don't worry about me anymore, I take care of myself, I take care of our parents I won't abandon them like how you didn't abandon me. I'm always grateful because I met Someone like you, It's hard to accept that you're not by my side anymore, It's hard to accept that I woke up without you but I'll do everything for our family, You don't have to worry anymore, I'll take care of them, We'll meet again in a place where we will no longer feel pain, Yim Chawarin I- I'm letting you go.... I Know that we will both meet again at the right time and place goodbye my little prince......

I couldn't stop my sob as I finish my message, It's hard to let you go but I know you're happy wherever you are right now. Letting you go and sending you away does not mean that you will be gone from me forever, Wherever I go I know you are with me.

Goodbye my little prince! I closed my eyes and his coffin closed too. The man who acted a little prince just to cheer me up... I will do everything to our family Yim, You don't have to worry about me anymore, I'll fight for myself and to the people around us, Your always part of me.

©√ We're now down to our last chapter...... Do you think we can have our happy ending?!

Let's all wait for tomorrow and Goodnight 😂❤️💔