FROM SAGE TO SAVED

STARTED LOOSING ME

Basically Maya and Latisha began saying I've had enough of Felix , you know that feeling when you take alot of something you like let's say eggs I love eggs I had seen Felix aloot like every single second ps his boy gang wasn't around so he was like all time all mine. I don't think I got tired I guess I just wanted time for myself .

I didn't want anyone around me most ot the time I had a scheduled daily routine. This was me in the morning, took a shower took my bag an laptop go for breakfast with my bad still on then got my favorite wifi spot without telling anyone where you was even Felix I'd go stay from morning till evening and do my online research and study , atp I did alot of studying basically some were not in my aligned course I studying alot on cyber security and my course was on IT I loved it and dedicated all my time reading each time I even started to quit class and then for dinner I'd go to my spot sometimes they made me cook my food so that I could get it for free and I loved it it kept me busy I'd eat there and pack the remaining to eat at night while watching movies I had downloaded .

I loved the silence but uk most of the Felix came and disturbed my peace 😂 and I would either tolerate him or dis him lol.

My torment  of life came on one night we had gone for super Latisha , Maya and Felix then bishop called telling me he has been informed of a concert I had done and that he was not happy.
He was depressed coz he didn't expect me shiphrah to be disloyal and called me certain names I didn't like and atp I got angry and since I was the kinda kid who hold a grudge , I had alot in my heart and ps I was not a forgive and forget kinda person I found myself laughing with people who insulted me and still dis them in my head , this night was loong I didn't know if he got angry  about was it the performance or the secular performance coz as far as I thought my late mom had agreed to it all my videos of me performing were all over her phone folder even after he knew I had told her to delete them so that she wouldn't get to trouble with me but when she died I still saw them there.

It was getting  hot in my depression I knew this is the time I'm going to tell them everything they did that made me angry I began from square one . He was shocked I had kept alot of things from him for more than 10 years .

I felt relived at some point coz I knew I now I had said everything I've wanted to say like forever and I stopped talking to them .

Then I decided I wasn't going back home ever again and Maya and latisha kept saying I would still go and that made me Soo comitted not to go back not because I had planned of where I was going to stay but I was willing to live in the streets 🤦.

So there is on  super nice guy I haven't mentioned yet but I met him after we broke up with my ex and mostly I loved staying around him coz I got to make my ex jelous but this guy was like Soo nice than nice like our first meet was not that epic but Id live to remember .

So it seems I have to tell the story about Mr handsome tall guy because I can't continue with the story since he appears most the time in this context not because he was there physically but emotionally he definitely made it his first priority.

So amma bring on some flashback ...

So there was a day it was like  a kasheree a kafeestival in school and I had made alot of money doing on the models on stage but there was one o did who had so much pride lol so she expects me to be like her chere when shes on stage 😭🤦 she had lots of people helping her around doing makeup dressing and stuff so I saw there was no need of me being there and there was this girl who had no one person who wasn't allowed in the dressing room the girl was Hailey the guy tall guy trying to help her dress was Eliott.

He was struggling since he wasn't allowed in by the girls . So he called me aside and asked me to help Hailey and I was glad to since she was firmiliar ps she was one of my friend's crush and I loved teasing their possible chance in being together 😂.

So here I was left right center trying to be helpful and since I didn't have any forced law on me on which model I was to cheer I chose to just be there the whole time . After then I got some rewards 🤦😂 most girl came to twerk for me at that point this was  nice now I forgot to tell you about the best crazy fling I had so I made a girl comfortably come out that's she's gay , I'm not going to describe the whole story but its worth telling since the story will flow .

This girl was amazing I like her she had a boyfriend who had no issues with us and we did lots of things together but mostly drinking took most of our time . If I'd call every secret meets we've had dates we always made it an alcoholic date 😸📅

She was always worried about me who I'm with where I am I was almost Wifing her untill 🤦 I noticed she gets drunk and become all agressive on me like bro I'm the love your life why hurt me though and ps remember I was a ' baby boy Princess ' I tolerated her for a while but to be honest idk how I started to slowly separet from her and also her friends didn't like me which I  never knew why 🥳

......Back to That night of the kafeestival

So speaking of cutting her off , now I was afraid of her breaking my bones for breaking her heart she got drunk and started looking for me bro that was the craziest night of all time I hid and every alerted me I was dead whenever she got closer 🤦It wasn't fun fr I had to run to the school president for safety,,, LET ME TELL YOU MAINA !!!!.

😂He couldn't even save me she was almost beating him up aaah Bure kabisa . Then there I was in the basketball court in the dark with her trying towards me I knew I couldn't run and if I did shed catch me .

So I was like standing there waiting for the worst telling her you can just kill me if you want to 🤦😂 and she's like you know I cnt hurt you and I'm like worried because she had hurt me before of which she apologized and made up for it since she even bought beef as a peace offering.

Soo let's continue......

Supprisingly she didnt hurt me I thought she'd break every born in me fr 😭 but she didn't , she looked disapointed though it's like she expected I'd understand and I didn't , which I honestly did at first but now the drama was too much on me I guess even the day we slept it the police station she was there tryna get me to sleep in the cold floor . To be real I really felt bad at that moment than the rate at which I was getting scared . I regretted why I ran because it's like she just wanted to talk and I just ran ,from then I guess she never approached me she just stopped .

Apologies on this side ....

The story was leading to Eliott we had spent the last second semester together tryna make my ex jelous so he was kinda my new boy  bestie .he was out on attachment and he's house was empty so he allowed me to crush in . I didn't want to bother Nadia living in her house again she would have gotten tired of me than she was then lol 😂

The schools were closed I didn't go back home I just wanted some quite there was elections in our country and if it would have gotten ugly I would have just died in that place