FROM SAGE TO SAVED

(⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧NEW BEGGININGS INDEED?

so here i  am new friends new life new reputation but either way i couldn't change who i was with them but either way they were calm i needed that vibe getting out of my aggressive nature was what i needed at the moment. i was way comfortable with them not knowing the sage Smithdale gave birth to i was rather optimistic of our new friendship. this group of friends id say they were kids with a golden spoon I've seen people going through a lot on campuses but them they had different kind of problems i was glad they didn't know much about me i didn't even invite them to my resting place as i said i had nothing i was trying to set myself up so that when my ex girlfriend came back i would be out of her house.

Springfield students welcomed me to their campus with open arms coz my business thrived in there. It became a routine my heart started growing on the school but most of all i just seemed to like Sebastian and Layla for some reason their friend group was kinda large i will mention the ones i saw often there was Sebastian , Mateo, Archie, Arthur , Layla and Amelia and many other i don't even remember their names.

my daily routine was wake up and go make my business successful in Springfield work evening i would have made 1000 or more depending on the rooms id go visiting plus the girls the loved me which felt nice plus it was good for business. when i was done id go to where Sebastian and mateo were playing pool and id find Layla and Amelia there . there was a small place where we'd buy drinks and the girl serving there was just soo pretty i would end up buying drinks just to keep seeing her .

aaahhh luiseee she always made my heart melt every single time i always felt like it was supposed to illegal a girl soo pretty would serve us drinks. either i did use my money to buy shots and for some reason i was afraid of approaching her coz every time i saw her she was busy and was definitely afraid of being rejected or being told she's straight.

Sebastian always made me comfortable in every way i thought he was cute but either way i could accept any feeling for the other gender plus i had a nice reputation  going on i didn't want ruin it i had to make sure he dated one of my friends in Smithdale just to keep him closer. i never thought i would like two people at the same time but i definitely did . people always thought  was into Layla but she was like my small sister i always wanted to protect her from getting hurt and i would do anything for her i don't know if yall have those kind of connection with people that you just wanna protect no matter the cost.

Springfield always got me drunk and sometimes id forget i have problems the small money i got i didn't really make enough progress i always got drunk and go home sleep in my empty house without even eating or just go eat at Layla's the go home drunk.

and that was my new life with my new friends plus they always had polite parties away from the chaos from Smithdale and that was peace for me .

it was happy ever after until my whole nature of being a professional empath or an overthinker caught up with me call it whatever you want but this issue of mine costs me friendship but most advantageous of them all is that i distance from toxicity at a very early stage.

dear reader want to know how i get along with people its because i know when I'm needed and when I'm not its kind of my supper power. for some reason Sebastian and Layla became distant and i was so convinced they were talking about something or they made conclusions about me but i wasn't so surprised i always knew one time they know my old self and the things i did i didn't lie i just didn't disclose so much about myself for ordinary people i dint feel a thing but from Layla and Sebastian i would rather run before it  mentally destroyed me .

i began staying in my place which had nothing doing nothing i didn't even go back to their school and if i went i didn't mention it to them ....