FROM SAGE TO SAVED

(⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)THE NICE REUNION(⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)

Before I got in school for my third semester I came home for the holidays and suddenly one pastor who was friends to bishop dreamt of me dying in campus , so bishop took cautioun and told me I might not return to campus again and asked me repeatedly if I was the same as the way I got in and if I was going to church and praying and I said yes to all of it you know I had some stuff bothering me spitualy Soo I didn't know I was the target , I had to beg bishop to let me go back and do my last exam and he accepted and told me to be upright and all that stuff about reading the bible and praying 🙏.

So this is the beggining of my endless disaster in campus ........

I had broken up with my ex my friend group had dispersed leaving the girls Felix and I had started to reconcile and began with small talks Tallie wasn't around since we were in school with Maya and latisha , remember we weren't that close with them . So here I was it was me against the world .

So when I arrived around campus my best friend's ex was my friend at that time so she hosted me at her place we weren't so many students around since all students had gone for long holiday. So it was only medical students and tvet in school so here I was 3 days early for school .

Nadia was very nice we stayed like for I guess a month together or more .I've never seen someone Soo accommodating like her . So here we were just watching movies sleeping most of the fun things we did was dressing up and doing TikToks and reels on gram , which my ex wasnt very proud about because she thought I had moved on with her bff .

One night someone threw a party in her house and some people came we got drunk but now something went very wrong with this party , the vice president of the campus and president were in this house party but now the vice got soo drunk apoured the alcohol on my phone which ye screen was cracked Soo the phone soacked and refused to turn on , so remember I was drunk and angry ps , I know the house is not mine but Nadia's 😭but  I began shouting for everyone to get our t of the house the president talked alot and said he is going to pay the phone I chased them away in the middle of the night one guy had passed out and vomited on bed I'm calling the grown man and he had the guts to talk back I don't know where I got the strength , caught him buy his shirt and pulled him and he still kept talking ati msichana ananianbia Nini the boys in that party felt my rath 🤦.
The girls helped on cleaning the house of ofcourse they wouldn't leave the damn house like that so they went .

Spoiler, they didn't pay my damn phone and the two damn officials get paid by the school but manning up and buying the damn phone was hard

So here I was no phone but thank God I had my laptop so I tried to survive with it.to get in social media and manage my reading and Doing assignments .

So my dear bff Felix wàs coming and he needed a place to crush he came good thing we had the sofa but the sofa was mine 😭😂 I gave him some hard nights to sleep on the bed with Nadia 😂.

At this time me and Felix was good wed hang out get drunk take videos and pictures together but he tried to act that he liked me being a stud and a lesbian .

Here I didn't have any mental and emotional issues to deal with I was happy , Nadia made it easy to stay . probably I could have been a nug most of the time the stay was worth it

At this time Felix and I had become close than before we littlery stayed every second together fyi his girlfriend wasn't around ps it's like the had issued and the large friend group had decreased to 4 now .

Prolly forgot to narrate how I knew Samira. She was Felix's ex who he loved Soo much , turns out I loved everything Felix loves mentally and emossionaly Samira was part of me also basically he was always apset that he stopped talking to him at that time so the best thing I could do was just stick by him.

So one day Samira just told him she was going to get married and that made him very depressed and I was angry about the situation because I felt that Samira was too young and pretty and that she needed to explore the world Abit more tbh I really wanted her to escape from home lol .

This was very weird because I never met the girl but I was felt Soo much connected to her I felt Soo bad for more than I felt for Felix

So one day at Nadia's place he asked me to talk to her you know girl talk and he gave me her number practically he expected her to ignore me the way he did to him and plus Felix kept telling me how Samira had so many insecurities about me and Felix of which I know she loves him till to date .

So the deal was closed my work as his bestie was to make sure Sam was intact and happy and discourage her marriage. Idk if I forgot the purpose of my job butt I guess I passed the message . Ooh we also had chatting competition but she didn't know 😂 wed wait for her to type and gabble who shed ignore first . Btw I won the game 🎯🎮.

Sam and I became close I didn't think we would bond that much I became connected to her the way I had to Felix.

So one day we went out drinking Felix Nadia and I but tbh our main goal in that place was not drinking Nadia went to study I also went to study and Felix was in for the wifi unfortunately there was a liquor store downstairs and we had a large can of soda so there the chaser then we just bought the alcohol .

Soo we got drunk and started calling people 😂 then Samira video called me then Felix took the phone and was like I was trying to date sam and all Sam got angry declined the calls .

Felix believed I was deep in the lesbian sh** that was Soo able to try date his ex for shame I wasn't I didn't even try to shoot a shot she was my good friend and that was all 'fee' 🤦

And  from the we became close since we had mutual interests for Felix but I guess now that will change since she knows a part of truth she didn't know and to that sorry 'Sam' to new begginings 🎊

This is how I knew Sam and we've never physical met ever since she knows me by sage but sorry love my real name is shiphrah .

so I t reached a time I had to go back to school there Maya , Latisha and I picked the same room . Nadia and her nursing friends used to come and see me it was calm and nice .

This is where my issues started .....
My long journey of darkness and depression.