At Kevin's Mercy 2: Reclaimed

5. A Little Confession.

The days were passing by slowly now I was back with Kevin.
It had had been at least a week since he let me outside and that old couple had busted us having sex outside.
It still mortified me every time it crossed my mind.
But Kevin had done his best to make sure they didn't see anything.
The old woman may have guessed what we were doing, but at least she hadn't seen anything.

We were watching some movie Kevin was all hyped up about.
I didn't care for it much, too much violence.
Though one of the actors was kind of cute and the persona he had to play was some cool bad ass guy so it wasn't complete torture to watch this.
I just need to make sure Kevin doesn't notice because he tends to get jealous.

When the commercials started with an add of some wellness resort I sighed softly.
I thought back about the times where I went to the sauna to relax with my mom or my best friend and got massages or our nails done.
Kevin does tend to give me a massage from time to time but mostly short and as foreplay leading up to.... other things.
But more often then not I have to give him a massage.
Everything is mostly focused on making him feel good even if he does tend to make me feel good too in process.

My eye fell on his empty glass, perhaps I should offer him a refill before I ask for something to drink for myself, I was getting thirsty as well.

"Kevin? Do you want a refill?"

"That sweet of you, grab something for yourself too. I don't think you've been drinking enough yet today."

Well that's convenient, I thought with a smile, at least I didn't have ask this time.

When I got back with the drinks Kevin was staring at me intently.

"What were you thinking about before you left for the drinks?"

His question caught me off guard.
There was no malicious intent behind his question but I knew that could change quickly if he wasn't pleased with my response.
Did he notice I kinda liked that actor?

"Uhm... I don't know. Your glass was empty and that I was thirsty I guess?"

He held out his hands and I came closer, crawling on his lap as he guided my hands to his chest.
His eyes were on me the whole time and I could tell he didn't buy my explanation. 
He rested his hands on my hips and gave me a stern look.

"Don't lie to me baby. I've noticed you've been sighing a lot with the commercials over the time that you've been with me."

Oh... that's what's he referring to.
My now unattainable desire to get pampered during a spa day.
Yeah... there is no way Kevin's ever going to let me go to a wellness resort for a day.
He doesn't even let me out of the house without him, so a sigh of disappointment wasn't really odd now was it?

"I told you before if you want or need anything, all you have to do is ask. I want you to be happy here with me. You know I love you. So tell me again baby, why were you sighing?"

He sounded so sweet and loving, right until the last coldly formulated sentence.
Why were you sighing?
It kept ringing in my head, his demanding tone, the stern eyes that will catch any lie that leaves my lips.

It kinda made me blush before I found the courage to answer.
Why was it that I've started to like this stern side of his?

"I... uhm... well... seeing that wellness commercial, I just missed going to the sauna. You know... getting my nails and hair done. Getting massages, and... it's just..."

I looked away blushing in embarrassment.
Because I knew that besides having to do as Kevin tells me, and being locked up in the house or getting punished if I misbehaved according to him...
If I'm good, it's not so bad here.
Yes, I have to help keep the house clean, but I don't have to work long hours anymore.
It's not like Kevin's a messy person, he hates dirt and likes to keep the house tidy.
And Kevin's cooking is like really good, even my mom could learn a thing or two from him.
I started fidgeting with my fingers, hoping he wasn't going to laugh at me for what I was about to say.