How Dare You?

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I wake with a loud groan. I stretch my sore limbs but freeze mid stretch as an immense pain shoots up my body from my lower region. The memories of yesterday come flooding back and my throat clogs up as I bite back the tears. The bathroom door shuts and i look up at Hades. He stares at me for a good minute as I struggle to get off the bed. He comes to me and takes my hand.

"Don't touch me!" I shout and rip my hand from his.

"I'm just trying to help." He says.

"Don't you ever touch me again, or I swear I'll kill myself." I warn in a broken voice with tear filled eyes. Looking at his face that was once one of the most beautiful things ever now only makes me sick to the stomach.

"Don't say shit like that!" He shouts but I ignore him and limb to the bathroom in extreme pain. I look at my reflection in the mirror and what i see doesn't even shock me anymore.

I'm getting used to Hades making me feel numb, I'm used to him making me feel empty. I guess it's partly my fault too, i knew that I wasn't ready yet buy I wanted to make him happy. Looks like he got what he wanted.

It hurts when I urinate but I ignore it and take a long bath, i try to scrub the feeling of his hands all over me away. A knock on the door pulls me out of my daze.

"Are you okay in there?" Hades asks

"Yeah." I say and get out of the tub. I get dressed in pajamas and pull a brush through my hair. It feels like I'm dying, slowly but surely.

I go back to the bedroom just as my phone starts ringing. It's my mom.

"Hey mommy." I greet.

"Hi baby girl, how are you?" She asks through the phone.

"I'm good, are you guys okay? Do all the clothes fit?" I ask and she chuckles.

"Everything's fine, the clothes are perfect. You don't sound okay Eva, what's wrong?" She asks

"Nothing." I say

"Are you feeling under the weather? I can ask to come over and look after you." She suggests

"No I'm fine, Hades probably wouldn't let you guys come here." I say and glance at him. He's fixing his tie in front of the mirror.
"We just had an argument yesterday, that's all." I say lying through my teeth.

"Yeah relationships, these things happen. You can't live with them but you can't live without them either." She says and i sigh, we talk for a few more minutes before saying our goodbyes and i hang up.

"I'm going to the office, don't worry about doing anything. If you need anything call Linda, I'll see you later okay." He says and comes to me. He bends down to kiss me but I move away.
"I love you too." He says before leaving the room. He bangs the door on his way out and i drink a few aspirin before going back to bed.

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The next time I wake up I call Linda, she brings me a plate of food up and I don't talk much. I eat in silence, sit in silence, cry in silence as the memories of yesterday play over and over again in my head.

Hades soon gets back home and i pretend to be asleep the entire time. I feel the bed dip and a large hand strokes my cheek.

"I'm sorry, i don't blame my mental issues, this was all me and I truly am sorry for what I did to you. I will never forgive myself." He says and goes into the bathroom.

I fall asleep once again with nothing but his words on my mind.

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I wake to the sound of light snoring, i look to my left and see Hades fast asleep. I get up and go use the bathroom. The razor that I used to cut me once stares at me as I wash my hands and i pick it up. I put it on the exact same place and watch as the red liquid runs down the drain. I stand and cut al the way to the inside of my elbow before putting the razor down. The pain feels good, it overruns the pain of my heart, my soul and my mind.

"What are you doing?" A rough voice asks and i whip my head around to see none other than Hades.

"Nothing." I whisper and look back at the blood dropping down my arm in alarming amounts. I started feeling lightheaded so I start bandaging myself up.

"Why do you do that?" He asks but I don't say anything.
"Answer me." He commands and my hands starts shaking from fear. Fear of him, fear that he would hurt me again.

"I need something to make me forget about last night, to make me forget the pain and suffering I went through. My whole entire shitty life was nothing compared to last night, I've never felt so used, worthless and... dirty in my whole life. You made me feel that way. Why didn't you stop?" I ask but he doesn't respond.
"Answer me!" I shout.

"I thought the pain would go away, i thought that you were just a bit scared and once you feel the pleasure that you would forget the pain." He says and i snort.

"Well you thought wrong. I don't want to sleep in the same bed as you anymore." I say and he sighs.

"I won't touch you but I can't be without you." He says.

"Like you promised to stop when I told you to?" I ask with a raised eyebrow.
"You raped me once, you can do it again right? Who am I Evangeline Stevens to stop the great Hades Devlin? A nobody." I say and slowly make my way back to bed.

I lay down underneath the covers but sleep doesn't come. I lay and watch as the sun rises, Hades never comes back to bed. I don't know if he's somewhere in the house or if he left and i honestly don't care.

He can crawl into a hole and die for all I care.

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