Minho POV
As I entered the hospital, I pulled my phone out and texted Jisung (Jisung's friend).
Sungie :3
I'm here
Which room is he in?
Room 238
Thanks
See you in a few minutes
See you then
I put my phone away and hurried down the hallways. As I reached the room 238 I was totally out of breath and I had to calm down a bit.
Finally, I calmed down and knocked on the door. "Come in", someone said after a few seconds and I stepped in, closing the door behind me.
I looked around the room and saw Jisung laying in the bed, a wet tissue on his forehead, his padded cheeks were very red and he had his eyes closed. As I stepped closer to him I looked at his friend sitting next to his bed on a chair.
"You're Minho, right?", he asked me and I nodded. "Yes and you're Jisungs friend, right?", I asked him back. "Yes, I am. My name is Felix", he responded. I nodded and looked at Jisung again.
Felix stood up from the chair and walked to the door. "I have to call someone, you'll watch him, right? I'll come back in a few minutes", he said and I nodded. Then he walked out the room and closed the door behind him.
I sat on the chair Felix sat before and looked at Jisung. His face was turned in my direction and he still had his eyes closed. His mouth was slightly open and he looked pretty cute. I touched his forehead with the back of my hand and noticed he still had a bit of fever.
I smiled while looking at him. He's even cute when he sleeps.
I stared at him for a while and stroked his hair out of his face. He looks so beautiful. How can someone be this beautiful? How is that even possible?
Suddenly, Jisung opened his eyes and looked at me. "M-Minho Hyung?", he asked and looked at me with big eyes. I smiled at him and took his hand in mine. "Yes, I'm right here. How are you feeling, Sungie?", I asked him.
"I'm feeling okay. Sleep helped me a lot. But what are you doing here? How did you know I'm here?", he asked. "Your friend Felix texted me. He was also here while you were sleeping but he had to call someone, so he left. He'll be back soon, though", I answered his question.
Jisung nodded and then looked at me. None of us said something and it was silence for a while. We just stared at each other and I noticed his look was stuck at my lips. My cheeks got a bit red and my look went down his lips too. So we just stared at each others lips.
I moved a bit closer to him and still looked at his lips. He leaned in and I did too. There were a few inches between us now and I could feel his breath on my skin.
But before something could happen, the door opened and Felix stepped in. I immediately stopped in my movement and pulled away. Felix looked at us with big eyes and a big smirk on his face.
I stood up and went to the door of the room. I looked at Jisung and he looked back at me. I even thought to see tears in his eyes but that was probably just imagination. So I looked at Felix the last time and then left the room.
As I walked out the hospital and went to my car I realised what I almost did. We almost kissed. What got into me? I don't think I'm gay. I like girls, right? So why should I kiss a guy? I just know him a few weeks and I already wanted to kiss him? I never experienced this before. What is Jisung doing to me?
I couldn't really focus on driving, so I drove to the sea to think a while.
As I arrived there, I got out of my car and walked along the pier. There was a bench where I sat down and listened to the sound of the sea. The sound of water splashing against the rocks, the murmur of the waves and kids screaming and laughing out of pleasure.
I closed my eyes and breathed in the salty air of the sea. I tried to clear my head and forget about what happened before but I just couldn't. I always saw Jisungs face and lips in my mind again and it just wouldn't go away.
I shook my head and focused on the water again. The sea was so beautiful, I could be there 24/7. The sea is one of my favorite places. The sea is a place where I can rest my head.
Fuck. What should I do now? Should I distance myself from him? Should I pretend like nothing happened? I'm so confused. Maybe I should just focus on my music and leave everything behind. Friends, family, Jisung. Just myself and my agency. Sounds good.
