Minho POV
Last week, I realised something. I had a dream about Jisung, a nasty one. I never would've thought that I could dream something like this about a boy.
I always thought I only liked girls and it was sort of confusing having a dream like this. I've only had nasty dreams about girls but never boys. It was really confusing figuring out that I could imagine something like this with Jisung. No, not just could imagine, more wanting it.
He was special to me. I've never felt like this before for anyone, not even my exes. I wanted to spend time with him everyday, text with him, meet up with him, laugh with him, talk about things with him. Jisung felt like a place for me to rest my head and where I just could be myself. I often couldn't really be myself because of my career and my population but when I was with him, I suddenly forgot everything and I could be the one I am.
I didn't like the idea of anyone going out with him. I wanted to go out with him, not anyone else.
I wonder if he feels the same for me.
Or if he just slightly does.
