Crack Book 2

|Doubter's Intrusive Thoughts|TW|

When Doubter's Intrusive and insecure thoughts pop up inside of their head, this is what they mean by it.

Most times when they try and talk about it whit people because they got torn out of their slumber mode by such horrible nightmares and thoughts, most people don't believe them when they tell it to the others. The only person who could actually reconnect whit their situation is Loki. The little quiet sad dog who mostly doesn't talk to anyone about his own nightmares, is the one that can relate the most whit Doubter.

Odin doesn't really care about them since it's his ex lover and he just tries to stay colleges whit them but does not care about anything that involves Doubter's mental or physical health only if he can work as soon as he gets hurt. And Startle? well both of them aren't really good to speak whit eachother after 'the incident'.

Doubter's Pov:

So really Loki is the only one he could've talked to but he's just a child right? He can't share his thoughts whit a Child. But doubter is also the only one that really looks after him since Odin refuses to take him on missions whit him. As he stated "It's to dangerous for someone like you. I can't risk losing you out of that you are a child" Which honestly didn't suprise me.He saw everyone who was smaller then him or not as strong looking ,as a weakling.

Not only does Odin just take more and more missions on him not paying any attention to his 'son' and i hated him for it. Even though he isn't my kid everytime i look at Loki my mind can see this little, small, fragile child. i was myself when i was younger. The only difference no one cared they never did. My high complex mind can't pick up on why i would do this,but for myself am guessing it's just, because i don't want him to have the childhood i had when i was little. My patience, affection, love even time i give it all for him just to see a smile. The happiness i feel when i can be reminded that i can nit just make people sad but also happy. Makes my robotic heart twist and turn in joy. This child is everything i have and will ever protect whit my whole life. Even if i have to die for him

This child can relate to my bruises, my pain and suffering. I want to give him everything i never received from anyone ever. He deserves it all no matter when. Afterall maybe it is worth living for something. But that doesn't change the thought of wanting someone to completely erase my emotions and replace it whit mechanical parts. I'm to vulnerable in battle i can't be so easily fixed. I'm a walking meat robot. Luckily i still got the trust from Sparki and Wauzie, so he can fix me up any time whitout problems for most situations.

But i will not. Forgive them what they wanted to do whit Loki. I got him back whitout being catched. I wanted to tear out their organs so bad and see them suffer...

Poor Loki didn't deserve that. Don't worry love i will make them suffer.

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