✧. ┊  𝐚𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬.

𝘯𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘺𝘢𝘮

neteyam was a kind boy, very strong too he seemed fearless, but he was also understanding.

he understood you fully, like what you were going through with your parents sometimes, not being able to do something.

even though you two were other people, he always understood you.

you loved him, so close to your heart because of that.
you could also feel to spark between you too, you hoped he would do to.

he did, but he was scared that you would only see him as a big brother who's always watching out for you.

you saw him as you love interest in your own story.
your love story.

your relationships never worked out in the metkayina clan, they never had time for you or never really

understood you like neteyam did.
you never saw the same spark like the one with neteyam.

he was the reason why you actually wanted to talk about your problems.
you would normally just stuff them in you till you explode.

then you just saw neteyam on his ilu
feeding it.
he seemed happy
when he's happy, you're happy.

he looked at you and smiled wide.
that's the moment when you saw sparks.

your heart was his, he was basically holding it gently, so it wouldn't break.

he held it like his hands were feathers he was scared to break it.
but he didn't care about his heart.
only you mattered to him.

that's what you didn't like, he didn't take care of himself.
he cared about making his father proud and would do anything for that to happen.

he always takes the blame for his siblings even though he didn't do anything.

he can't help seeing other people sad.
or mad.

so he went out to feed his ilu and that's when you came.

you made his day better after the worst things.

the worst thing could happen, and you make his day better after everything. your smile cures his wounds that aren't open.

your his spark.

☄. *. ⋆