✧. ┊  𝐚𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬.

𝘯𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘺𝘢𝘮

you were taken by the sky people on the ship with lo'ak, tsireya and tuk.

you saw how jake was coming towards the ship.
alone without a gun.

you were scared, terrified
were you gonna die?
why were you gonna die like this?

that was until you saw neteyam, sneeking behind the colonel.
he was smiling as he cut the rope off of tsireyas and tuks hands, as he cut the rope off of your hands, he stared at you.

you didn't want to leave him alone with lo'ak, so you wanted to help after a while of discussing if you're coming with them he finally accepted he wanted you to stay behind him.
as you were behind him walking quietly

there was a loud shot.
you ran to protect neteyam.
there was a sudden pain in your chest.
you were shot.

you jumped in the water behind neteyam, lo'ak and some gut called spider

as lo'ak and spider were celebrating
neteyam noticed the blood.
he called his ilu and put you on it.
you were put on a rock, that's when jake came.

he turned you sideways so he could see your back, there was a hole.
you didn't even have enough time to tell neteyam that you see him.
but the last thing you could feel was neteyam holding your hand.

the only thing in neteyams mind was how he was blaming himself.
why did he let you come with him?
why is it always his fault.

tsireya was crying next to you.
tuk was too scared to look.
lo'ak was terrified.
neteyam was grieving
neytiri was trying to help you.
jake was just watching them.

after some time, it was time for your funeral. the whole clan was there, all sad that you were gone, you were kind, always wanting to help anyone.

you were just a kid.

neteyam was still blaming himself throughout the time.
It was the only thing on his mind.
why did he let you go with him?

when you were let go in the water, neteyam was watching you fall, while seeing you like this he thought
why didn't he tell you that he sees you?

he was crying in the water.
tsireya was also crying.
even aonung.
you were gone, forever.

your death hit neteyam the strongest, weeks have passed even months and he wasn't over it, lo'ak would come comfort him telling him that it isn't his fault.

but
you were gone, and he couldn't do anything about it.