𝑃𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟(𝑑𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑓𝑜𝑦)

Distance.

It's the morning after Malfoy has his huge outburst at me.

And I felt so... hurt.

I don't know why though, he's always yelled at me, it's our thing.

But I'm lying in my bed and I feel like absolute crap.

I had to take the vile thanks to Mattheo who still hasn't spoke to me.

I don't feel like doing anything...I just feel a bit empty right now.

Ugh why the fuck do I feel like this.

Why am I so hurt about him not wanting to be friends?

We were never meant to be friends.

We were supposed to hate each other.

And Im still supposed to feel like that but I don't. He's the reason I'm stuck here, away from my friends, Eve.. and the reason my parents are dead.

But I don't and it's driving me crazy.

No you know what I'm not letting him have this affect on me.

He's an asshole for everything he's done to me.. its time I show him I'm stronger than his words.

I brush my teeth and do my hair. I put on a white turtleneck and my black shirt with tights.

I fix my bed and notice the wand he gave me yesterday in the garden.

I pick it up and put it in my wardrobe on the second shelf.

I go downstairs and I make a sandwich.

As I'm making it I hear footsteps and I pray they aren't his.

And they aren't.

Mattheo walks into the kitchen and says " he's not here he's gone back to school "

My stupid self replies " is he staying there until Tom comes back ? "

He coughs " uh- I don't think so, he's just there for classes "

I nod " ok "

I grab my sandwich and I go to the stairs but my arm is stoped " Isobel..."

" what ? "

He sighs " im sorry.. for the way I've acted, I've just been such a mess lately"

I nod and laugh " yes that's true "

He chuckles " I've missed you so much.. and I know that my apology won't do much considering your stuck here"

" I can't do anything about it.. I've accepted that I'm not going to make it, that I'm probably never going to see my friends again.. or Eve "

" you shouldn't feel like that...feeling like your life is over-"

" mattheo... it is, I have no reason to be here anymore I'm stuck here, none of you can go against him and try and free me- it's just not likely il get out of here... I haven't given up, I'm just being realistic here "