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**Friday September 15th 2017 - 23 weeks and five days old (five months and three weeks) **

- Taylors Pov -

"And all the pieces fall

Right into place

Getting caught up in a moment

Lipstick on your face

So it goes

I'm yours to keep

And I'm yours to lose

You know I'm not a bad girl

But I do bad things with you

So it goes"

I sing the chorus into the mic at jacks' studio. We are recording "so it goes" which is a song we have worked since yesterday. we thought the album was done when we recorded another song last week and I finished picking the songs that would make the album. But turns out there was another last-minute song that needed to be told. So jack being the amazing guy he is made room in his schedule, and we pumped out this song in a day. I finished the recording yesterday, but we needed a repeat chorus recorded because there was something off about what we recorded yesterday.

"That's really the last thing I need for this song. unless you have something you want changed, I think I will have it added and completed in like an hour. I can send it to you, and if you feel like it's right for the album you can send it to your label" he says as he starts working his magic on the computer.

"You're a lifesaver jack. I mean it. I thought the album felt done last week, but then this popped into my head, and I knew it had to be added" Scott, the head of my label, said I could add it if I had it done in the next two days so they can get things ready for the release. I don't think he was happy with a last-minute addition, but he will get over it. I needed the feeling I have now, the feeling that its actually completed. There is this sense of peace that falls over me when I know it's done, when the feeling of completeness falls over me and I can see the album as a whole picture floating in front of me.

"Don't even mention it Tay" he says.

I don't stay long after that, because I need to get home. Joe is due to arrive any time now, so I want to be there to greet him. My mom is still there with Estelle, but she is leaving later today. She has been amazing with helping me with her for the last month while Joe has been away filming in Scotland. I couldn't fly over and visit him either because I have a lot of work to do these days. But at the end of the month we are flying over to London and spending a few days there before I start with the secret sessions for the new album.

My town car pulls up at the house and I'm anxious to see if I made it back before Joe, or if he is already there. I thank my driver and security for coming with me before I head inside and take off my jacket and shoes. Some people use shoes inside their houses, but we aren't those people. With Estelle here that spends a lot of time on the floor we want to keep it free from dirt and gravel. I make it a point to take a swipe over the floors in the rooms she is the most every evening before bed. We do have a cleaning lady that comes once a week, but I want to make sure we take the worst of it each day. She is so tiny, and I don't want her to get sick or something from whatever we bring in from outside.

"Ah-boo-boo" I hear laughter from the living room, and when I walk in, I see Joe is already there with Estelle in his arms. "Good girl, peek-a-boo" I bounces her in his arms for a moment before spotting me in the door.

"Look mommy is home" he coos her and come over to wrap me in his arms. "It's so good to see you love" he presses his pillow like lips against mine and I lean into his arms while trying not to squish Estelle. "I've missed you too Joe."

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