Tee-Rak | [ Del Mariano University | ProfxStudent ]

6- Medicine

6- Medicine

"so how can i text her if i don't have her number?" i said yo myself while being alone at my room.

pag uwi ko kanina as usual im alone again, my dad is in a business trip daw and his wife? i don't know or lets say i just don't wanna know.

"aggghh bakit ba kasi ako tumango sa kanya kanina? edi sana i don't have to think how can i text her or message her since im already home for already an hour" talking to myself.

wala namang magagawa kung kakausapin ko lang ng kakausapin ang sarili ko dito without doing anything.

"bakit ba kasi ako umalis dun, why did i said im not feeling well e im very well naman?" pag kausap ulit sa sarili at napairap.

im just holding my phone without doing anything dahil kanina pa ako nag iisip kung anong gagawin ko.

ang una ko ngang naisip i chat si ceirra to seek help to find Miss Montemayors number because i don't want just to message her on her social media it will make me like i already know her account.

but i suddenly stop when i realized if kay ceirra ako nag patulong, mag tatanong lang sila kung anong nangyare. kung why do i need to know her number, or something that will make me tell the whole story because I don't want that and even me? i really don't know what happened to me there.

"should i just message her on her facebook?" pag tatanong ko sa sarili habang ang kamay ay pumipindot na sa phone para mapuntahan ang facebook ng proffesor.

im contemplating to do this cos i don't want to make myself look like a stalker while my inner self is screaming because of anxiety.

habang nag ccontemplate naag scroll muna ako ulit sa wall ni Miss Montemayor then there i saw a name that really can help me with this problem.

nag back na ako sa facebook at nag punta sa contacts ko para tawagan ang taong alam kung makakapag patigil na sa anxiety ko.

i dialed the number and put it on my ears immediately when it starts to ring

"i need your help" paninimula ko after mag tanong ng tao sa kabilang linya kung anong problema ko.

"i need Miss Montemayors number"

"i just agreed to her lang po to text her when i got home kaso i forgot i don't have her number" pag papaliwanag ko dito.

"okay! thank you Miss Axton, you're really the best" sabi ko nalang at binaba na ang phone.

see? Miss Axton really can help me with this problem, when i told her the reason i need Miss Montemayors number she understood it already, she said pa na Miss Montemayor is really like that daw, so caring to the people around her.

i smiled thinking of that reason.

hindi naman nag tagal ay natanggap ko na ang text ni Miss Axton regarding sa number ni Miss Montemayor agad naman ako ulit nag thank you after kong mabasa ang text nito.

after a minutes of having Miss Montemayor i thought matatapos na ang problema ko but hindi pa pala.

now im thinking of what should i text Miss Montemayor after an hour and a half of being at home.

should i say sorry? or should i explain bakit natagalan ang text ko? what should i say? should i be sound sad or happy? what should i do?

this is giving me headache. akala ko matatapos na ako sa problema sa phone number ngayon naman about what should i text her.

"aaagghhhhh!!!" sigaw ko with frustration and loneliness sa kwarto ko.

bakit mo ba iniisip pa ang sasabihin sa kanya? pwede mo naman sabihin lang its you and you got home