"they get back to the chateau and everyone is on the porch waiting for them to get back*
*jj tells them while auggie is cuddled up against jj and after they change the topic and start talking about random. shit then out of nowhere auggie starts talking*
"my father never talked a lot he just took a walk around the block till his anger took a hold of him then he'd hit my mother never cried a lot she took the punches but she never fought ...
i just say there just the ones that gave me life but i truly am my fathers child"-a
"no your not your nothing like your dad auggie"-jj say pulling her closer to him the realizes she just wants to vent and doesn't want anyone to say anything
scattered cross my family line im so good at telling lies that came from my mother side,
scattered cross my family line god i have my fathers eyes but my mothers when i cry ."-a
"i can run but i can't hide from my family line"-a
"i wonder what i did to deserve this how could he hurt a little kid i cant forget i can't forgive him cause now i'm scared"-auggie
"it's okay come her cry to me i'll listen i'll comfort i got you auggie and im not going anywhere"-jj
"don't ever leave me j"-a
"i wouldnt even think it"-jj
*the rest of the group starts talking about other things and everyone falls asleep execpt auggie*
auggie wake kie and sarah
"hey im going down to the beach need to vent just letting you so in case something happens"-auggie
"can we go we'll listen"-sarah
"yea i kinda need someone to talk to anyway"-auggie
"okay :)"-kie
*they go down to the beach"
"i really really hate myself you know?-a
"you know how you can feel so unbelievably lost and horrible and like your nothing and your invisible and... for no reason at all which almost makes it worse than actually having a reason it's the way the way my brain works and it's like "oh auggie what wrong?" i dont fucking know what wrong"-auggie
"auggie are you cutting again?"-kie asks worried
"..." silence
"auggie?"-sarah
"im okay don't worry about it"-auggie
"i didn't ask if you were okay auggie i asked if you were cutting"-kie
"no kie im not cutting or burning"-auggie
"show us"-sarah
"what?"-auggie
"show us i know your lying"-kie
"im not im going back to the chateau i'm tired"-auggie
"you know we will find out one way or another"-sarah
*they walk back and auggie sleeps in the hammock away from everyone and the girls sleep with there baes*
"everyone wakes up execpt jj and auggie"
"why is auggie in the hammock i though she and jj fell asleep together"-pope
"yea they did?"-john b
"oh we got up and went to the beach and talked"-sarah
"about what?"-john b
"uhm *the girls say looking at each other*
okay the first part i can't say because it's her right to say but the second part i will because it's dangerous me and kie thinks she's cutting again"-sarah
